My father and the government’s quest to make me work for them
I was TOLD DISNEY put me on a list. I was also told that I can never work for them when I did nothing wrong. Seriously the hypocrisy of this is horrid. I am NOT GAY, yet one of my friends who is has repeated expressed when this was happening that she thought I was being prejudiced against, but because I am a strong willed woman who actually likes men- but ones who have class and would respect me and be strong enough to deal with me being smart, and kind enough to make me feel safe- not stalk me to own me- well- I still don’t get any of it. I applied to Carnegie Mellon. I got in, but to their School of public affairs. I ended up going up to Pittsburgh and spending a weekend at a teacher’s house there. I met with the art department and pleaded for them to let me in, but still they said no. I had a half scholarship but the idea of spending the rest of my life in my father’s world or the world of DC politics made me feel like I had a nightmare for a future. Luckily I got into AMERICAN U for Performing Arts Management and well- that was more ME. KEEP IN MIND- I was an adult at this point. ANY NUT JOBS WITH THE REPULICAN PARTY OR THE UNION thinking that I needed to obey my daddy, who to this day at times almost admits he did this- you are not AMERICAN’s to me. I am not his PROPERTY. I am not the property of anyone and SAG AFTRA and also DISNEY how dare you decide for the 180,000 members of the UNION whether I am an ACTRESS OR NOT. AND how dare you when I am an adult side with a father who has denied me my rights my entire life and not been MAN ENOUGH TO ACCEPT THAT I LOVE ACTING AND THE ARTS. I TURNED DOWN A HALF SCHOLARSHIP TO CARNEGIE MELLON because my LOVE FOR ACTING AND THE ARTS WAS MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN JOB SECURITY AND BEING MY FATHER’s CLONE. SORRY GOD DID NOT MAKE ME TO BE LIKE HIM AND I AM PROUD OF THAT!!