Below are my responses to the SAG AFTRA Survey. Irony is I can’t participate because I am the girl who was tripped on the BUS. As far as I suspect certain FOX and ABC actors are concerned I am supposed to be exactly as people thought they saw me back in DC with a REPUBLICAN FATHER who told everyone I WANTED to be a lawyer. I did go to college you know and discovered my OWN identity. I did become a beautiful woman who cooks, bakes and likes holistic plants and grows her own sprouts. I became a woman who loves ACTING and doing cold monologues and who chose to beat cancer not to be attractive to men, but attractive to the industry so I could still be cast.

I grew up even if my parents will never accept it because I am not a republican. I grew up to be a poet and an editor and to want to live in the arts. Instead I found abuse and games and people trying to make me look like I deserved to be blacklisted, while a man I had liked puts himself out there as anti-porn and a pillar of the community I try to apply for jobs in VENICE where I like to be but not to live only to be chastised. heaven forbid I take classes at EXHALE- I can’t afford it. I don’t want to be around the urban suits of SHERMAN OAKS or the family life of BURBANK. My entire life has been put on hold because of IMMATURITY and STUPID GAMES because I am INTO THE SAME THINGS other actors are into and that is just me.

Please note this is my written response in long for to a question in the above pages.