Stage 32 my network I copied and why I quit
I quit Stage 32 because I felt not safe. Robert Botto, RB, said he would think a person against Potus45 was a problem on a set. I no longer for some reason could block people who bothered me. I also found people in my network this year I had removed. I am an educated woman from the East Coast who has made California my home. And I am tired of disrespect and being controlled by other people. I had plans for my life. We all need other people but I am not interested in being degraded because of class or money.
So any ways before I left stage 32 I copied all my network. I also got angry because stage32 on Instagram decided to suddenly like things I posted. If it was an act to say they do not hate me, then maybe they should have not degraded me and protected me from young men hitting on me. Someone took my head shot and replaced it with a body paint shot from my Facebook page. I am not interested in becoming a professional writer if I can not also act. Now on seems to get I was social awkward as a child because my parents are insane. Acting helped me socialize. I think like an actor. I had movies I need to make and stories I needed to tell, but if I can not do acting at all I start feeling alone.
I never dated anyone until I was in college so I have never dated anyone under 20. I am sick of the people who did this to me trying to give my father and the people who blacklisted me. A reason to say I am crazy. Or is it that GOP people are fine with me being sexualized by young boys as long as they are GOP and Christian.
This is my network. However I had removed certain people, like men who had sent me direct messages saying I was hot and a guy I knew back in DC names Andrew Zinness who I once turned down, not because I am gay. He is short and not my type.
I am sick of people trying to make me be the person my parents wanted to be or expected me to be. I achieved some great things in my life because my father could not interfere in my life. And the fact that people here care more about his goals for my life which i end up under his roof or I kill myself is really twisted.
I needed to acting. I needed money to support myself. I AM NOT GAY. BUT I AM ALSO NOT LIKE THE REST OF MY FAMILY.
I am a woman who might have gotten into an IVY league school if not for my father and my mother holding me back because I was a woman. I do not want to be degraded anymore by men or by the industry. I was a nice girl who was treated with respect.
I am not evil. I am a good person who was happy and I wanted to improve myself. Not be told who I am and be treated like I needed to be controlled by others. I was a successful person. I was good on a set. I do not want a job in the real world.
I have a responsibility to pay my school loans. And you bastards preventing me from doing that for parents who wanted to destroy my independence. For screwed up people who think women can not be friends with men. And for people with no ethics who are into getting high and partying.
I needed acting not to be told by people the producers want me to do comedy. REALLY? WHAT PRODUCERS ARE SAYING I NEED TO BE A JOKE. the same person who has attacked me with 105 accounts on sets. the same people who think I slept with a 17 year old. the same people who blacklisted me from sets. The same people who probably had me tripped in 2008 to protect a cocaine user who tried to RAPE ME.