I am full of Rage
I am not filled with guilt or remorse but anger. I am tired of being spit on. I am tired of being put down. I am tired of the bullying and backstabbing and the coward who thinks it is funny my basic rights have been violated.
I have had someone trolling me because of my medical problems. It is sick to me that you would think I am disgusting because I am sick. Or that actors have to have plastic surgery and be prefect or you think that they are not really actors. Actors have existed since humans have existed and could communicate. We have been making art for 10000 years.
I do not want a MAN in my life who is a LAWYER. I do not want to work in LAW I quit a long time ago. I had plans for my life and they are not going to be that I move from Los Angeles or that I marry a man who has nothing to do with acting or is an actor lawyer. I do not have a reason to have a man in my life because I am now NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO HAVE A CHILD. If you are a CHRISTIAN REPUBLICAN or a LAWYER and think I will EVER want to be with you, I will be thinking about hitting you between the legs before you can RAPE ME.
I was good on a set. I followed directions. I was capable of cold reading like a pro ever before I walked onto set as an extra. I have video footage to prove that. I AM SICK AND TIRED or people calling me crazy because they assume I am not capable when I tested at being a gifted reader at 10. I could comprehend reading material at the level of a 12 grader in the 6th grade.
I am sick and tired of people using WHITE PRIVILEGE as a reason to say I do not deserve to be SAG AFTRA or have a future as an actor while a white guy who tried to rape me gets cast. The l.ast project I worked on, I was not even given my lines until I walked into makeup and one of the crew was from DC and black. the producer wanted me to look incompetent. I never would do something like that to anyone. I would never do anything to want to hurt anyone.