My twitter was suspended and I think I am the one being bullied
I have NEVER committed a crime. It has nothing to do with being white and everything to do with being an honor student. I am sick of this reverse harassment and abuse. I do not like my parents or their politics. I do not have friends or family back in Maryland. I left there a long time ago, not because I am a bad person, but because I was the brunt of abuse. I chose to go for my dreams and goals despite negative people saying I had no hope. I am sick of mentally ill people labelling me as the crazy person when I am just different. I am not normal. I was tested as being gifted and I am sick of people using the fact I am white with an education to label me a hater or abuser when I have been abused so much I do not care about getting up and fighting to live anymore.
I do not want to be CREW on a set if I can never work as an actor again. Twitter is going to destroy any hope of me having independence from MEN and being on my own. They are taking away years of me working and for what- the hatred of celebrities who listened to a guy who tried to RAPE ME and probably snorted COCAINE WITH THEM. I am beginning to think the GOVERMENT Is doing this to me for MY FATHER. But HE SAYS he had nothing to do with putting me in institution by the UNION and he did not even know twitter existed until I asked him if he knew about the attacks. My father is not the type of person to have a smart phone. He is like GIbbs on NCIS. HE should know I would never work for the government or want to work in politics. I spent more time as a kid watching movies and TV and reading literature and POETRY than I did reading the PAPER.
Normal SANE me wants to be in an acting class and writing poetry and NOT READING THE WALL STREET JOURNAL or wearing a suit and working in a law firm office doing billable hours. My father is crazy. He has been trying to make me a clone of my mother or work in a field where he can get me a job my entire life and I WAS BETTER OFF Making decisions for myself and working on my own.
Before I was suspended I reported this account @drepamethst I am angry with CALIFORNIA. I took one class in environmental law in law school. I am not an attorney anymore. I do not want to work in CLIMATE CHANGE. I am not going to have a child now and I do not care about saving the planet if I am going to spend the next forty years abused and bullied and made to feel like a failure as an actress. This DR EPA I am not your slave. I am not your property. I am sick of being in 1984 and what disturbs me is it is people on the LEFT who claim they do not want 1984 who made my life into 1984, trying to dictate what I do as my job, who my friends are, and even where I call home. This person is upset I am telling ben affleck that GILBREATHE abused me. Why? What business is it of them? It is not like I am asking AFFLECK out? Why does this person care if I tell him I was assaulted. As a victim of assault it is not like I am looking to be a hook up for anyone. I just want justice. I want people to stop this insanity. I have been screaming for ten years for it to stop.
This account that I reported is playing with me. I am a liberal democrat but not a socialist. I am not like BLAKE SHIELDS and a JILL STEIN SUPPORTER. This person I bet is. I bet this account voted for SANDERS. At the same time why PROTECT A GUY WHO TRIED TO RAPE ME? Why stop me telling BEN AFFLECK WHAT GILBREATHE DID.?
I said I was suffering for a decade and suicidal so lets just shut down my twitter and cut me off from all my industry contacts. I am an actor. I do not care about being with a man who can not help me with acting or is into acting. I do not want to be with some guy who claims to be an actor but SUCKS. I am a TYPE A person. I am also not into IT, technology, gaming. I found BEN AFFLECK attractive for some reason. My body wanted him and it does not want the guy who likes to program. Get over yourself. And I also know it takes 2 people consenting so I am not chasing anyone. I WISH CALIFORNIA AND AMERICA WOULD STOP BEING SO IMMATURE. You wanted to grow up to what? hate life. Kill my creative talents and make me do a job anyone can do when I had gifts that I was meant to use. YOU ALL CLAIM TO BELIEVE IN GOD. Then why do you not accept me as I was made? Why do you need to make me be my PARENTS when I do not like them.
I also want to add the JEFF LIEBER was following me on twitter for a long time. We linked up through my acting teacher DAVID SCHWARTZ. I did not know he wrote the episode of the WHOLE TRUTH staring Blake Shields. Not until I told him on twitter on January 20th that I felt like things were not going to get better for me with BIDEN in office. I am stuck with HATEFUL PARENTS who voted for TRUMP and an administration that favors RHIMES and a GOD even thought they say they are LIBERAL. I screen shot what I could of what i wrote to LIBER.
I want to sue TWITTER For this. I want JUSTICE and JEREMY did violated me and then the police were used to prevent me going to them to get justice. I wanted someone to protect me from my father or for me to stand on my own. But every one has been acting like I was after men and desperate or GAY. I just wanted to be happy and I told my parents when I had cancer working on sets and acting were the best years of my life.