Lee Ryder/ Kambarian 17 years of bullying me Harassment & where is Cables County?
Lee Ryder (Not his real name) has been harassing me on youtube. See the comments to this video
I live in Hollywood. Lee lives in San Pedro. I have not seen him since 2007 and yet for 17 years he has been trying to convince the police I need mental health care and am crazy. Let me explain that in 2007 when we met on the set of Cloverfield, Lee acted like he was a veteran on sets and that he knew more than I did. He also told me he was renting a car to use on the set. He was spending money to rent a car that was probably costing him half is pay. He also told me he was a REPUBLICAN. I told him I was not. I had worked on sets for four years I was working on sets full time. He and a group of men from sets ganged up on me and bullied me and convinced Hollywood OS that I needed to be restricted from posting availability and working in the industry. I had a theater degree. I had a masters in performing arts. The only reason I came to California was for the entertainment industry. I have not seen LEE since 2007, and I do not want to see him again. I do want the unwanted mental health care he is trying to make the POLICE give me.
No amount of mental health care is going to change I want a future with actors. I do not want a regular job in an office. I do not want to be an accountant or teacher or secretary. I wanted to create stories and art. I wanted to get in touch with my feelings and express them. I do not want to be an object working for an employer getting a pay check while feeling empty inside.
Lee is trying to tell me I need to be subservient and volunteer and be helpful. I am not a ban person but I will not be bullied into being a slave and serving what ever community LEE wants to force me to be a part of. If I am not allowed to say I am an actor and not allowed to write stories or poetry or make art I am not really going to care about connecting to people at all. I am not here to be a door mat. I also need to work to make money. I have volunteered. I have helped others. But I also sick. I have the right to choose how I help other people.
Lee Ryder actually admits he wants to file a TRO on me just so I can lose everything I have. He wants to make me a homeless person and no one cares. lee Ryder will push me to suicide before he makes me give up wanting an acting career. I decide how I help people and I am not going to be guilt tripped into thinking my being artistichope and being an actor means I am selfish or self centered. I have nothing to prove as far as being a good person. I feel like I am being a good person by not giving up acting. I feel like I am a better person with acting and the arts in my life. I am sick of this guy demeaning my existance.
I am not going to be making the world better in law or government because I am going to need mental health care because if I do not ever get to be an actor I will want to end my life. I will want to kill myself if I have to give up my freedom of speech and my autonomy. My parents make me feel smothered. Acting made me feel like I could breathe. My parents want to take the acting away thinking if they do I will LOVE THEM. I hate them if I can not be an actor. Acting is what made me feel like I had an identity separate from my family. The mental health community needs to let me be back with SAG AFTRA because I WILL NEVER EVER WANT TOBE fucked by a guy not into acting. I will never ever want to be a non actor or has been actor.
If there is a therapist who says my wanting to be an actor is a sign I am crazy I am going to want to file charges against that therapist for violating my fucking 1st amendment free speech rights. FUCK YOU LEE RYDER. You want the TRO to stop me saying I am an actor. I have been an actor for well over 30 years. Well before we met in 2007. YOu are not in my life. we are nor neighbors. And we were never fucking friends even though you told the HOLLYWOOD POLICE we were friends.
Lee Ryder claims he has started legal proceedings against me in some county that is not in Los Angeles. I think that is nuts. But then I can see him convincing some MAGA judge in some MAGA state to destroy my life. We are living more and more in a fascist patriarchy. I just wanted to make enough money to be an actor and film maker and make art. I really did. I wanted my life to be full of art and beauty and kindness. LEE saying he demands I be kind while also calling me crazy and destroying my reputation and career goals, is not the way to make me a better person. It is like my parents thinking I should go join a WASP church and that will make the world better when I would rather write a poem or volunteer to clean up the beach.
