I am so tired of being judged. I have a fraud committed against me for years because everything on my resume is TRUE and I am not a criminal but apparently to law enforcment I need to be punished by being forced into therapy because I will not conform and get a regular job and be gainfully employed with health benefits and a retirement plan. I would hate my job and my husband and my kids if I had to live the AMERICAN DREAM. it is not a dream. IT IS SLAVERY TO A WOMAN LIKE ME.

Thesre were my friends from high school. I was never into women. My friend Kelly talks about DAVID. that was DAVID KRELLER. He was on the cros county track team with me and also played basketball. I think Kelly was more into me ending up with DAVID than I was. I had a crush. But I never saw myself getting married or having children with anyone. I wanted desperately to be free of my parents. To be on my own. And when You have a father who treats you like you are nothing, you do not really think marriage is a dream. that last photo was me. It is no wonder people who knew me pre college would think I would not be an actor. I was chuncky. I lost weight in college. I also stopped eating red meat at 18. I was a MARYLAND DISTINGUISHED SCHOLAR. And I wanted my own career and life in California. I will NEVER TRUST SAG AFTRA again. I will never trust LAW ENFORCMENT. The group shot is the TOWSON HIGH SCHOOL BOYS CROSS COUNTRY TRACK TEAM. They won state in 1988.

California judged intelligence in women on FUCKABILITY. I had guys friends in high school who were just friends. I am so sick of how stupid and immature men are in CALIFORNIA and just how crazy I have been treated. I never had delusions. BUt I was SMART. I was gifted. I did not have a boyfriend in high school. But I had guys who were better than that. They were like brothers to me and LOVED ME. SO YOU STUPID PEOPLE IN CALI. STOP TREATING ME LIKE I DO NOT DESERVE RESPECT DIGNITY OR JUSTICE. DO NOT LISTEN TO MY FATHER.