I am so tired of the world we live in right now. I am WHO I SAY I AM. I went to college. I went to law schoo. I got a MASTERS and yet today I had PAYPAL deny me access to my account after I sent them my pass port and took a picture. MY PICTURE was in the STUDENT NEWSPAPER of CATHOLIC LAW SCHOOL in 1997 as the only person who ran for the ABA representative position yet PATRICK DEMPSYE AND ERIC DANE were allowed to slander me as a person who was dangerous because they found out from other people I said I was a LAWYER. And we as a society are so messed up by online propaganda that we take what someone says who is famous as true simply because they have managed to pay their way into the public eye.

I for one wanted to earn and acting career and not be an icon or celebrity. I love art and music and poetry. I went to law school because my father convinced me I had no other choice with my life and it took me having a car accident in law school to realize this was my life and not their property. I was never ever the person desperate for a boyfriend or to get married. I wanted freedom of my mind. I wanted freedom to think for myself and to be my best self.

EVERYTHING I HAVE SAID I HAVE DONE I REALLY DID. My father and mother were horrible growing up. LEE KAMBARIAN CLAIMS I HAD NO FRIENDS. Yes I did. but I could not bring them home. It is discusting what was done to me because ever person needs a community and I WILL NEVER HAVE A SAFE HOME with people who want me to stop being an actor or stop having an imagination. I had a creative mind and yet we live in a world where I AS A WOMAN AM ONLY ONLY TO CREATE BABIES. AND IF I DO NOT DO THAT CHRISTIAN MEN WILL LABEL ME A LESBIAN JUST TO PREVENT ME FINDING HOPE AND LOVE.

I want to SUE CALIFORNIA FOR DENYING ME JUSTICE AND HELPING OTHERS TO DEFRAUD ME when I am WHO I SAY I AM. I PASSED THE CALI BAR ONLY TO BE DENIED BY ACTUAL VERIFIED SELF IDENTITY. You can not be verified as a real person now unless you have the funds to validate your self. I HAVE A REAL ID and A BIRTH CERTIFICATE and a SOCIAL SECURITY NUMBER. I have had the same ID since I was 17. the only change has been my eye color and that is because I am partically color blind and I want to say I have BLUE GREEN EYES but that is not an option.

I was an educated woman and I am sick of men and games and stalking. I just wanted to be alone and act and make money to buy my own place. Nothing big. SMALL and all mine and to be happy creating art and I am VEGAN. The world is a horrible place for women and I am terrified that HOLLYWOOD Is helping to make this country GILEAD. I WANT JUSTICE but I will never get it and I will NEVER TRUST THE FEDS because it has hired to many people like my father.