DO YOU KNOW what creating a RAPE culture is?  It is where a woman is violated and the guy and his friends try to make it look like she is unstable and crazy or they may actually suceed and push the poor victim over the edge.

I recently decided to look up Jeremy Gilbreathe, the guy that assaulted me.  Not only did I find every casting agent who used to hire me and the same ones who told me their client would not let them hire me ever again, but I also found an employee of HOMELAND SECURITY and A CEO of a SECURITY COMPANY.  And yet it was SAG Security that 501/50ed me.

The day I had the accident in January of 2008, I was on the set of the Movie “The Goods” with crew from “Eli Stone” including one Melinda Johnson, who apparently went to college at the University of Maryland where I am from and well I have an ex-boyfriend who used to teach there.  On set that day was one J.T. Thibodeau, who worked with me on Carnivale.  He was a bit shady.  He tried to get me fired and replaced with a girl I was told he was seeing and also he used to steal pot from people who smoked it.  (I am allergic to pot and can’t smoke it.)  Well I did some digging on my own and found a picture of J.T. with Fred Savage.  John Ponzio was at one point his assistant.  Ponzio also worked with me on Carnivale.  You see Jeremy Gilbreathe, a guy I accused of repeatedly abusing me on sets, was Nick Stahls stand in but then he came to set high on cocaine and passed out.  John took over Jeremy’s job when Jeremy got fired.  J.T. was another utility stand in and stood in for Tim DeKay.

Jeremy Gilbreathe has John Ponzio now as a friend on his facebook page.  John was supposed to help me with a PSA I did for “Stand Up 2 Cancer” in 2008.  Instead, he stood me up and called me up hours after we were supposed to meet to shoot.  Michael Kutzman is a man who I met on the “Guardian.”  He told me I looked like “Lucille Ball” and he was in love.  I was NOT.  He did eventually take my picture for free but then never used it on his website at all.  I now find him and Jeremy as FRIENDS too.  Also he was supposed to act with me in a webisode called “It CASTING” that was shot to my knowledge NON-UNION.  I was not in the UNION at the time.  Instead, Mike did not show and I acted with a Brittish friend of the Producer who happened to also be a Brit.

I also found out that Jeremy is friends with Central Casting employees, and Rich King who cast me on two Clooney films and Lucky You (I can play poker), and also Sandi Alessi who does many Tom Cruise films, and Justin SANDLER who brought me home from the Hospital to Pasadena in 2005 and also is one of the few people I showed the email to from Blake SHields telling me he lived in the PALMS.  Jeremy is also friends with one “Marc Chamberlain” who shot a film with me called “Hearts OF Darkness” that never got finished.  And MARC GESCHWIN.  The same Marc I wrote about to CENTRAL.  The same Marc who at SAG meetings would tell me that CENTRAL is supposed to give you your file and then laugh and say “You are a lawyer you should know that.”

Johnny Ponzio used to date a woman named “Cynthia Youngblood” who has been a stand in on Grey’s Anatomy.  Youngblood I first kind of met on Carnivale.  I saw her for the first time there the last few weeks we shot.  Ponzio had expressed an interest in me and I told him I did not want to date him while we were working, but after we were done we should talk.  Ponzio told me he was dating but no one on the set.  I LIED.  I found out and told him off and well our relationship had not progressed beyond affection and kissing.

Andrew Aguilar is a name I thought I had heard or seen around Blake Shields which is why I included it.  Blake worked with me on Carnivale.  Suggested we have drinks on the set of “Sleeper Cell.”  Jeff OLSON who booked me on Sleeper cell and his casting agent books Grey’s Anatomy told me a year after I was told I was off Grey’s “Well at least you got to date him.”  But I never DID.  ANd when I told him so, Jeff quickly ended our conversation by getting up and going into his office.

Ponzio also is friends with one Billy McCarthy.  I knew him as LIAM.  He out of the blue emailed me and I got upset with him.  YOu see LIAM took me for my biopsy for CANCER.  But then left for Afghanistan.  When he came back something was wrong with him.  He acted like he did not even understand the word Cancer.  It was as if he never took me for my diagnosis.  When he emailed me he told me that he thought he took me for a PAP Smear and then put me down by saying I was just background.

Jeff OLan is also friends with Marc Geschwind and CAROL GRANT.  Carol was the casting agent for Carnivale.  She called me in early 2009 I believe and asked me if I wanted to work on Alice IN Wonderland- a DISNEY movie.  I can’t remeber what happened, but I never worked it.  Bill Dance was the casting agent of record for it.

Alaina Filo is Jeremy Gilbreathe’s girlfriend.  I saw her be hit by him once when he was drunk.  I took care of her cats one Christmas.  Jeremy left a porn video sitting out on their TV and it told me a great deal about how he treats women.  I did not watch it.  the front cover told me enough.  Anytime that Alaina was not on set, Jeremy would get into my space.  He knew I had liked Blake Shields.  He knew I thought Blake lived in the Palms.  He once told me Blake wanted to do me.

David Lawrence is a guy who pursued me as in interested in me, and I turned him down.  Assaf Cohen told me he was friends with Blake and started shouting “SHE IS ASSAULtING me” when I approached him with a box of pay checks from my work on sets.  He was LYING.  Assaf’s friend is the lead in a film I did called “chemical 13.”  Here is the thing- I needed to stay on sets to keep my repustation because I wanted to work not in an office but in procution and act.  THEY SCREWED ME intentionally to PROTECT the guys who asked me out and tried to use me.

Jeffrey Ashkin who is on Maria Olsen’s wall is a guy who followed me around one day on “Eli Stone” and when we worked together would sit with me.  he was a kid I actually tried to set up with a friend i knew close to his own age.  Rhoda was a UNION background artist with me on Carnivale and also TONI BLair was another stand in who worked with CYNTHIA on Carnivale with me.  She later emailed me that she was working with HOMELAND Security and called me psychotic, yet when I told her I had cancer she did not seem to care.  She also tried to link up with me on my linked in account and somehow almost got onto my connection list, but I ignored her.  IN other words after calling me a psycho she tried to link up to me on LINKEDIN???

Alex Zimmerman worked with me on ELI STONE and told me that at least he would not be trying to kill himself over Christmas the last day we worked together before the holiday in 2007.  this was after I told him I found out that his friend Marc Geschwind I just found out was dating a girl named Janet Houk who kept bullying me on sets because we would both submit to the same job and i would get it and she would not.

Zimmerman is also friends with a few other background artists we worked together with who were UNION or acted like they were and would kind of treat me like I was trash, yet i worked more than they did.  All GUYS by the way.  Women typically did not treat me that way.

Note WILL WALLACE is friends with Nicole WEST who I posted emails about our conversations.  Will starred in the “THIN RED LINE” with Nick Stahls whose stand in JEREMY is the one who abused me.

MOST RECENT FRIEND LIST ON FACEBOOK.  I actually blocked HIM from seeing me.