I thought the nightmare was over.  It was not. I thought I would point out that sometimes it seems it is two people attacking me one after the other, as though who ever this person is they are acting with a partner.  Often the attacks have appeared to be in language that is belligerent with references to chakras and claiming I am not who I say I am.  I am crazy to the extent I want give in this bully.  I wont give up my goals and dreams when I know I never forced anyone to give up theirs.  IF I have been attacked repeatedly because of consensual act a person made, that person is just as responsible.  In other words I did not ask a guy out.  I was asked out.  I did not climb on to of a man or force anything.  I am not that kind of girl.  I don’t seduce. I don’t do drugs.  I swear.  I have nothing against nudity in the right place for ART or to make a political statement.

I am being bullied out of town by someone who seems to be a very psychotic wealthy yet somehow ignorant person who is denying me my basic rights and using their power to prevent me from having justice. I am being fried for the libido of another.

Also there is some connections to Justin Bierber and they have incredible twitter and online skills.  My phone has also been manipulated.  What is interesting about this group is that these attacks are more about me being a republican and turning away from Buddhism and acting.  I am not interesting in being made to be broken and giving up my passions for life.  And I am sorry but I am an actor and I want to be seen as an actor and say HEY LOOK AT MY WORK joyously.  That is what an actor does. I can’t stand the fact that are are bullies in this country who  see someone saying hey look what I can do as “Hate this person for being courageous and bold and wanting to have attention.”

And apparently CONGRESS is in charge and doing this.  But I wonder?  Is it Congress?  Or does the person want me to think that and are being manipulative and abusive to convince me I have no friends here and need to leave.  The more person twitters me the more I realize they know I am sick and they don’t care.  they know what I have and yet I just found out.

This was also on the Holiday.  I had been sick for months with pneumonia.  I was not going home.  I was not taking anything from my parents when I was on set.  I built Artistic Hope and other sites and wanted a future in film and TV.  there was no planning for me to be a wife and disappear.  this person attacking me selfish and wanting me to live  my life for other people. Not caring if I am happy.  Not caring if I can live with myself and what they making me do.

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