I went to a doctor this month to examine my thyroid again.  Well on having a discussion of my history and condition, the doctor stressed I have Hoshimoto’s disease. This led me to an investigation of my records leading me to find my doctors have been keeping things from me. My doctor had diagnosed me with Hoshimoto’s in 2008 though there are signs I have had this condition since 2005.  this situation has gone too far with someone obviously knowing I am sick and attacking me for it.  Negligent homicide would be not telling me I had this problem and watching my life fall apart with it.  Also intentional infliction of emotional stress. i now want to know does ANALA FILO have influence at DISNEY.  Jeremy Gilbreathe’s family?  I already know JORDAN MARKS is an associate producer with the company that created THE MASTER.  I did nothing to him.  He chose to pursue me at an age when he was legally a man.  I am not a bad person.  i needed peace. I want a safe home here in California.  I like ZEN Buddhism and philosophy and art.  I don’t want conflict in my home or when I work as an actor. 

In 2005 I had invasive ductal carcinoma.  My left breast was filled with calcium deposits that massed an area of about 6 centimeters.  Looking at my blood tests. I had a high TSH of 7.72.  My T4 was normal at 8.2.  My doctor at the time, Kristi Funk told me I should keep an eye on my thyroid but with the T4 being fine and no sign the cancer had spread I should be OK.

In 2008 I went to a woman at Cedar Sinai in Century City, but she wanted to put me on high blood pressure medicine of the kind that would potentially cause massive side effects.  Her reason was to deal with the symptoms of my problem. I felt like this woman wanted to poison me.  It was June 11, 2008 and my t4 was measured as fine at 1.1.  My TSH was now 4.61.  My T3 was 300.  All fine. 

A week later I went to a doctor in Woodland Hills.  It turns out he taught the woman in Century City.  Several of my doctors seem to know her and I got the sense of an odd vibe.  Anyways, my Woodland hills doctor on June 19 2008 tested me for Hoshimoto’s disease.  however he never told me.  My TSH was 2.56.  My T4 was 6.2.  My T uptake was 36.2.  My free Thyroxin index was 6.   My thyroglobulin antibodies were <20.  However my Thyroid Peroxidase antibodies were 391.  Normal is under 35.  I also just realized I had a test for something called CEA which is supposed to be under 3.0 and I measured at 3.1.  I just looked it up.  It is a measure of certain types of cancer.  I may have CANCER.  The MONSTER neglected to tell me that too.  Apparently the normal CEA for a non smoker is under 2.5.  For a smoker it is under 5.  However my test says I should be under 3.  Add the 3.1 and the Hoshimoto’s.  I could die YOUNG.  I want to die young being an actor. 

In July of 2008 I experienced heart palpitations. My doctor told me I had a normal thyroid.   My doctor referred me to a heart specialist.  According to him I did not have heart disease.  My chest pains, even though I experienced some pains in my left arm, were probably related to my stomach.  My EKG looked perfect though I had a short PRN interval but not a pathological one.  I am not sure what that means.  I also had an exercise stress test which showed I am in the 70% range for my age group, however we could not finish the test as my knees gave out.  It was on a treadmill and my knees can’t handle it for very long.  the doctor did say I may have a mitral valve prolapse (where the valve on the left side of the heart may bulge) but nothing to be alarmed about as far as heart disease.  My cholesterol to HDL ratio has been low to, with a 2.0 in 2008. 

   In March of 2012 I was hospitalized by SAG.  do you know I don’t know who paid for the medical bills?  My father says he did not. According to the blood tests I had Benzodiazefine in my system.  They gave me a shot and then took the test.  My TSH was 6.416.  My RBC was 3.81 kind of to the low.  my WBC was at 5.5 normal but again to the low.  My T4 was .96 and my T3 was 1.46.  Both normal.  I now wonder because the first that was paid was for my blood tests.  that is how I knew someone was paying the bills. I started getting medical claim bills.  Well I called up the Hospital and told them, excuse me I did not want to be there.  They would not tell me who paid the bills.  I started sending the bills to the UNION who apparently made sure they were taken care of.  I now think who ever paid that bill may be connected to my twitter attacks.  My attacker knows I have the disease.  I can tell by what they say.  they have told me my hair will fall out.  They have said I will lose the ability to do anything. 

In 2014 February I got a soar throat and a choking sensation.  I kept getting a feeling of tightness on the left side of my throat.  It was inconsistent, though often worse with my cycle.  In April I went to a thyroid doctor.  the thyroid doctor told me my thyroid was fine.  I had probably just gotten a virus or infection.  Something was wrong. I ended up having my doctor reports from Woodland hills sent to this doctor and also had blood urine and stool tests done.  My white blood tests were low at 3.6.  My t4 was 1.1,  My TSH was high normal at 4.21.  My fluids and all else were normal. 

I was so upset and scared I went to my breast cancer doctor for a scan of my breasts and as a courtesy they looked at my thyroid.  I was told there were cysts.  I went to a throat doctor who looked down my throat and I got to look to.  I looked fine.  Nothing out of the ordinary.  However she ordered an ultrasound.  The ultrasound showed I had Thyroiditis and nodules, many of them very tiny.  There are nodules on the right side that are hypoechok and measure up to 6mm.  The isthmus measures 1 mm in thickness.  The left lobe has several nodules measuring up to 8mm.  The left side is larger than the right.  the overall appearance is described as “heterogenerous echotexture with hypervascularity.”   No dominant nodule.   My doctor at this point finally admitted there was something wrong with my thyroid but he kind of had the attitude that it was a virus and he wanted to run more tests.  It was not until I got angry and got walking pneumonia that he finally said I had Hoshimoto’s but I did not understand what I should do.  He gave me no indication of a treatment plan.

I was told by my throat doctor to find a stomach doctor because she though my problem was related to my stomach.  I am not a doctor so I kept trying to figure out in my head if the acid from my stomach could cause or impact the nodules.  But that did not make sense to me.  I found a stomach doctor who tested me for allergies in December 2014 and I found out I was allergic to Pork and also Yeast.  however over the phone I was told all my other tests came out fine.  I was not sure if this meant I should go to a thyroid doctor he referred me to.  It was the Holidays and I had a bad toe nail I wanted to remove.  I could not get an appointment with the thyroid doctor until after the new year.

I met with a new Thyroid doctor this month.  He told me I had Hoshimoto’s but again did not explain what that was or what to do  He did say I don’t have hyperthyroidism.  But I weigh 108 pounds. I am a good 12 pounds underweight.  The doctor acted like something was wrong with my tests that I had not seen yet so I decided to go through my records and look at the TSH results and the test results.  It was then I realized my doctor had diagnosed me with this disorder but no one had told me I had it.  I believe my parents know I have it as does who ever paid for my medical records from my stay in 2012 compliments of SAG AFTRA. 

People attacking me and telling me I need to be on meds are WRONG.  I don’t have a bi polar condition. I am not schizophrenic.  Hoshimoto’s can effect your body and cause anger sensations.  I am trained as an actor.  I recognize the psychology behind my emotions and can determine why I feel a certain way.  I have been feeling an uncontrollable urge to bite on something.  I need to curl into a ball with this sensation as if I have a burst of adrenaline.  Because i am trained to deal with emotions I did not recognize this response as anger.  But Hoshimoto’s has been described as causing a condition called thyroid rage.  I now understand that when I have this physical need to bite it is the disease I have,not a psychosis of my mind.  I have also discovered that cats have a similar response.  If you look up thyroid and biting you will find articles about cats with thyroid disease.

Because meds will not help this condition unless they are the right kind. I need an assessment of vitamin levels and thyroid levels and possibly nutritional care.  there is also some kind of saliva test I can take to determine my adrenal gland functions.  That test may help determine how I can deal with the thyroid rage issue.  NOTE I have not attacked anyone physically despite having this condition and yet my UNION is acting like I am the next terrorist.  This disease requires extra B vitamins, D vitamins, and possibly thyroid hormones.  I noticed that not all the thyroid tests recommended by some on line were conducted on me,  though I have not seen the most recent tests from December of 2014 or 2015.  

I now NEED A LAWYER. I want to sue my doctors, the UNION, and find out who my twitter attacker is and how they KNOW I am SICK.   I am not going to go die of cancer under my parents roof while my father lives with the delusion I will be a nurse maid to my mother and have nice conversations with her about the BIBLE.  I like Greek Mythology.  History.  Art.  Zen Buddhism.  I don’t want to go live in a house with a pool and a TV in each room knowing I have been condemned to die because who ever has been paying my doctors off and keeping this from me wants me gone because they tried to rape me, or want a guy perhaps who once liked me.  THIS IS INSANE.  YOU can’t change who you are.  Me being gone is not going to make you a better person.  It won’t erase the evil that you have done. 

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