I was a practicing Catholic here in Los Angeles. That did not mean I wanted to e quarantined to only be with one community. That is not America. I see that happening now and I do not see that as being healthy. I am also not interested in being hit on or used by people. We do not live in a world where people just make friends. It is as if we are so desperate to survive we have forgotten basic ethical protocols. I am sick of people being more interested in making me have a relationship and less interested in making sure that I am emotionally happy and able to take care of my health.

I have gotten emails now from Arne Star telling me I need to go get medical care? I told him I thought I was sick in 2007. We live in a country where medical care is not free. So by subjecting me to abuse and slander, blacklisting me, it cost me the means to get help. Arne apparently thought I was mentally capable of being hired in the world outside the entertainment industry but not in the entertainment industry. So I am sane enough to be a receptionist but not an extra? I can go be a lawyer but not good enough to be in a studio lot system?

If people had not played GOD with my life and decided I needed to be forced to quit being an extra I was on my way to quitting and trying to be a film maker actor. I am sick of people thinking that my intent was to build web sites or do social media. I was making movie posters and editing and planning to make my own film projects. I also do not like cartoons. Arne you are delusional if you think that my intent was to stalk you. You were emailing me to get work.

Now as to TiM CAMPEN.

I was in DC in August of 2000. In fact I had continuing legal education requirements. Somehow some one has been stalking me out here and telling people in the BUDDHIST community I am wasting my life and need to be practicing law. Some guy at a ZEN center in Venice actually told me he could help me negotiate contracts. First, why do men think I need their help. As a lawyer, we are trained to kind of work for ourselves. Even if in a law firm you have one lawyer or maybe two, but that is it. Lawyers work in firms for financial reasons but a lawyer represents a client, not a firm. I took a class in Contracts at the DC bar and had to send a record of the class to the STATE BAR OF CALIFORNIA. So I was not in Los Angeles or San Francisco when JORDAN MARKS was 17.

By December of 2002 I was in Los Angeles and took a CLE class in Los Angeles on Lexus Nexis.

Besides being a Deputy Vice Chancellor for Moot Court I was also a Moot Court Associate. I also did SOAP BOX. I had three years of training to be a lawyer, though my focus was different. I spent some time in law firms, but I wanted to do something more creative with my degree. Everyone talks about democracy, but I have spent the last decade feeling like I am trapped in 1984. I had three years of intensive acting training but with a suit on. There is some truth that being in court is like being on stage, but the emotional mindset is different. Feelings do not matter. Outside of a moot court situation you are not dealing with made up facts or story lines. Personally I prefer to make up a story, than deal with someone who broke the law.

I got thrown into an institution for not being a lawyer when I am, while people on the east coast probably think I should be in an institution for saying I am an actor since I have never been in People Magazine. there are 1600000 members of SAG AFTRA. Can you name that many celebrities?

I am not rich but that is not a requirement. I was not born in Beverly hills or California. There are foreign born actors with more rights than I have.

I volunteered to work giving a local elementary internet.

And I was not only the ABA representative but on the Student Bar Association.
I nave have lost a school election in my life.

I was alao a member of the GILES SUTHERLAN American Inns of Court TIM, but you did not know that. That Inn specializes in Intellectual Property. Copyright. Entertainment law is part of that.

Last but not least. Fred Graham was one of my bosses at COURT TV. This was a fax I sent him of my final project for his show.

I did not train TIM to be a court room lawyer. I trained to work in the industry. With AFTRA AND SAG Being one union. It means that BROADCAST NEWS AND ACTORS ARE IN THE SAME UNION. So you telling me what does it matter if I am sag aftra, it matters to me so much that I have nothing to want to live for you bastard. I am not going back to Marylans and marrying some high school sweetheart you think I had. My father was a government agent. No one would date me in high school because he scared guys away. I moved on. I also have the following email with BARRY CALDWELL from JANUARY OF 2012 saying I wanted someone better than BLAKE SHIELDS, but no one has the right to tell me that I have believe in the same religion as my parents or become them. THAT IS EVIL.

Barry Caldwell may get mad at me for this but I am tired of who ever is creating accounts on line to mess with me. A few years ago someone accused me on twitter of attacking Luke Mably. I never attacked him. However I now have proof that someone can go into twitter and change the appearance of their account at whim. They can even change the account name. I did not do that. I do not have that kind of expertise. Ironically I knew two people who were connected to the actor LUKE MABLY. A film guy I knew from American University where I was known as an actor casting agent and performing arts person. I am tired of people saying I was just in school when i went to major universities and not just a small school in the middle of nowhere.
Anyways. I was not into Mably. I liked his work on the GATES and BARRY knew him from the Gates. I was never after him. But someone was messing with me using his accounts. Changing the images to match mine. I talked with Mably in a chat room for his how COMBAT HOSPITAL. I am a good person who does not confuse reality and I am trained as an actor. Please note that I actually told Barry I called RHIMES to tell her I was a lawyer and what happened. I also was shocked that suddenly Mably blooked me on twitter and I am told by a fan I attacked him.

Note the email in January of 2012. I tell Barry I wanted someone better than Blake Shields. Blake had been the one I had liked, but then he knew me and said he liked me. Not this people trying to assume actors do not know anyone. Actors have lives. I had a life here in California. And if do not want to take an acting class or do acting with me I will not want to play with you so stop trying to make me leave los angeles and be your friend. MARYLAND I DO NOT WANT A LIFE BACK THERE.