I have never liked the NRA. I have hated them since I was a kid and my father cared more about his guns than in my having to go to the bathroom. I am sick of people apparently thinking that I am like them because of who I am related to. Life does not work out that way. Kids do not turn into their parents. I realize the religious right would like to believe that. We now have a culture where parents snow board their kids. I know as I have experienced it, but back east where I am from the culture is apparently more mature and advanced, because kids get their way when they are in college, parents do not plan their lives. Yeah CALIFORNIA you look pretty bad for letting kids be railroaded by their parents and you look bad to me for trying to drive me out of spoiled elite wealthy celebrities who think if you have money to make movies you must be legally in the right.

I am sick and tired of being shadow banned by the GOP. I am not ONE OF YOU. I will not go shooting with my father. I will not be a hunter. I will never be for the second amendment and warped by the NRA and the far right extremists in this country. Actually I do not agree with Bernie Sanders view on the subject either. The second amendment clearly states that the government has the right to “regulate” gun use. Congress has the right to regulate who is in the “militia.” If the government thinks you are too dangerous to have a GUN, than the government can take it away from you for the safety of others.

I also am sick of men trying to contact me. I am not moving on to making your life a living hell. I do not want to help you with your kids homework. My parents never helped me with mine. I do not want to help you take care of your house and do your laundry and I do not want to be your housewife. I want a career. I have student loans. I am trained in acting and trained in film making. I have scripts I want to finish. But my parents were allowed to apparently snow plow my life in Los Angeles. Jason George I am just as intelligent as you are. I have THREE DEGREES FROM THREE DIFFERENT INSTITUTIONS OF HIGHER LEARNING. Oh but the AFTRA women’s committee needs you to understand that the guy you slept with in 2003 needs to correct his problem by making you disappear. Check the ABA women’s committee for members who happen to be in the movie “THE MASTER.” I am not going to be interested in someone who is not well read or intelligent or who thinks that I am a domesticated servant. I am not going to be in your kitchen getting you DINNER and making your kids their lunch, not if the kid did not come out of my own WOMB.

You want to MAKE ME MARRY YOU because you think I am desperate. You are going to have to pay me $50 bucks an hour for wasting my education on your behalf. I am not doing anything for you if I can not pursue my career goals. I am not crazy. I am sick of people who think because my father is a gun nut, I am too. I am sick of people who think that because my parents love their country music I do too. I have nothing in common with my parents at all.

If doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results is insanity, the people who blacklisted me and expected me to move on- you are the ones who are nuts. I am still in Los Angeles, and I still want to be doing acting. I was GOOD AT IT. And you HATED ME FOR IT. Yes I slept with maybe the wrong people. I slept with JORDAN MARKS when he was 18. We were not in the same city when he was under 18. I find in interesting that at least three cast members of the film the MASTER have abused me in some way.
THE MASTER was produced by JORDAN MARKS current employer. But if JORDAN MARKS or anyone is implying I was a WHORE- I was a whore as a character on a TV show. Jordan knew I had a law degree. Casting knew I had a law degree. Do you honestly think Jordan thought I was his age knowing that I went to LAW SCHOOL?

STOP SLANDERING ME. Your going to fail. Because I never FAIL at acting intentionally. I am not interested in being your failure of a whore. And if I can not be a working actor you are not turning me into a whore by making me DATE YOU and be your wife. I AM NOT INTERESTED in being raped by GOP REPUBLICANS who want me to go to church and read the BIBLE. I believe in CLIMATE CHANGE. I believe the bible is just a book. I BELIEVE IN THE CONSTITUTION. I will never be happy if I can not be a sagaftra actor. YOU ARE NOT THE ANSWER TO MY PRAYERS. I do not pray. You are not going to save me for GOD BY FORCING ME TO LOVE YOU. I will hate you if you do not leave me alone. I will be your worse nightmare if you even try to control me.