I filled this last week. At least I think I did. I hit submit and the website said it was sent. I am tired. I am at my wits end. I file this and I get banned from TWITTER. My LauraANNTull account is suspended. The powerful and the elite of HOLLYWOOD can destroy people they do not want to be working actors. Any woman over 35 if not perfect can be abused and ostracized and the union does NOTHING to stop it. I was a creative talented girl. PHI BETA KAPPA and MENSA. I did date a younger guy. I did have a younger guy get me drunk and try to take advantage of me. I also was sexually assaulted by a guy. Men can be predatory. I do not want to be stuck in a abuse. This does not mean I want a NICE guy. I am so sick of HIGH SCHOOL. I am in debt from law school. I want to be a working actor. YES I KNOW HOLLYWOOD only wants young women and yet AMERICA claims to have laws to protect women based on age and to stop people from abusing people due to disability. You people think I want to be a lawyer knowing that the laws do not matter to the people with the most money. They do not matter to the celebrities we use to escape reality. And I am AN ACTOR. I trained to be an actor. I do not want to be with a man who will not let me play as an actor and will not let me be a professional actor.

There are the CELEBRITY actors and the rest of us right? I am a SAG AFTRA member but sorry you were not born into it. You do not have the MONEY to be one of them. I do not have the talent? Well as to talent I do not care about spending the rest of my life doing research or looking up laws or struggling to write law briefs. I am better at emotional stuff like scripts and poetry. I will FAIL as a LAWYER. I did not realize that we have two classes of people and that I do not have the right to define myself. I have a THEATER DEGREE. I have CREDITS IN IMDB for acting. I was trolled by a woman who said that CARRIE FINKLEA was a professional actress and that I WAS NOT. I was just an extra. This troll says that GEORGE CLOONEY is a professional actor. YEAH and he is a decade older than me. Carrie is 35 years old. When I was her age I got breast cancer, and within a year JEREMY GILBREATHE MOLESTED ME. I was being STALKED By a director who hired CARRIE on social media and now my TWITTER account is suspended because AMERICA you do not care about WOMEN over 35.

I do not want men in my life at all if they are not more talented than me and better actors. I am tired of who EVER YOU ARE who think that I AM LESS THAN YOU. I am going to be a PROFESSIONAL ACTOR or I am going to die. I do not want to be a HOUSEWIFE in the OC. I do not want a boring dull life and I do not want MEN IN MY WORLD if I can not be back with SAG AFTRA,