I want to start this out by saying because of this insanity and slander of my person I am not going to have a family of my own, or children or a future. I do not have a safe home to go to. I am never going to date anyone if I do not have MY OWN CAREER AND AM SUCCESSFUL AS AN ACTOR AND FILM MAKER. I am TRAINED AS AN ACTOR POET AND DIGITAL ARTIST. I first got into digital art in college in the 90s. I am SICK OF NARCISSISTIC men who do not get I am a FIERCELY INDEPENDENT WOMAN. I am also sick of who ever the WOMAN IS WHO IS STALKING ME who thinks I deserve all of this pain. I am not an ACCOUNTANT. I am not a corporate BUSINESS PERSON. People are trying to offer me JOBS I am not qualified to do. I can not be employed because everything I know is in the ARTS. I am only interested in the entertainment industry for my career. JORDAN MARKS I WANT MY CAREER BACK AND MY LIFE BACK and I need you to find a way to make my VAGINA BLEED AGAIN SO I CAN HAVE A KID of MY OWN. I do not want a guy WHO LOOKS LIKE YOU OR IS IN YOUR GENERATION. I THINK you millennials are SELFISH SPOILED JERKS. I was a latch key kid and my parents were both working. I went to public school and earned a free ride to college. YOU WERE HANDED YOUR CAREER. I got asked at SANTA MONICA COLLEGE if my father paid for my acting career. BUT I was not given a trust fund by my parents or wealth to make movies with. I used my money from sets to invest in stuff to make things. Until 2016 I thought JORDAN MARKs was no longer in Los Angeles.

I made this call to ANNAPURNA in 2016. I did not know JORDAN was in the industry any more until October of 2016. That is what is crazy about all of this. I wanted a simple creative life. I know JORDAN may not understand this but I would rather be dead than forced into a job I hate and pretend I am happy. I was happy and single and I wanted to be on my own and not want to depend on anyone. that was my goal. Not these LIES that I am a stalker or paranoid or that I HAVE NO TALENT. THAT IS WRONG. But then to California the more money you have the more talented you can be because the more resources you can acquire. It is really twisted.

Jordan Marks- there may be more than one. BUt I know the JORDAN I am talking about worked on DEADWOOD in 2003. He also may have more than one IMDB.

There is this one: https://www.imdb.com/name/nm2580464/?ref_=fn_al_nm_1

There is also THIS ONE: https://www.imdb.com/name/nm7744957/?ref_=fn_al_nm_5

This is also JORDAN MARKS: https://apps.calbar.ca.gov/attorney/Licensee/Detail/289737

I called JOrdan at his office at ANNAPURANA PICTURES and well the voice I heard is the same voice I knew on the set of DEADWOOD.

This is also JORDAN MARKS talking about GAMING. I found this looking up information about CALIFORNIA LAWYERS FOR THE ARTS. I used to work for WASHINGTON AREA LAWYERS FOR THE ARTS. I am not into GAMING. I do not play video games. I am more into logic puzzles and Animal Planet. I ,make digital art but not ANIMATION. I like to work with LIVE actors and not animation.

Now I find there is a JORDAN MARKS who is a graphic DESIGNER. IRONIC since I am a digital artist and If I can not be an artist and ACTOR I am going insane. I told JORDAN IN 2003 that I hated the legal profession and wanted a creative career. https://jordan-marks.com/

If they are all the same jORDAN than i feel stalked, especially since he is working with MOBY and I am a VEGAn. I am not interested in MOBY at all, but I was a fan of his. I also used to like his restaurant. There menu now has very little on it I can actually eat. I have changed my diet multiple times and now do not go into Silverlake and much as I do the Farmer’s Market.

I have been labelled crazy because I have said I HAVE TALENT. I did. But instead of letting me develop that talent in peace I have been bullied and abused to the point I will never probably be happily employed again. I also got VERY SICK AFTER BEATING CANCER. NOT THAT JORDAM MARKS OR THE WEALTHY SPOILED CELEBRITIES IN HIS WORLD CARED TO FIND OUT. CASSANSDRA TAYLOR who got my twitter banned knows my life is ruined. What she does not understand is I fell like I was created to be an actor and artist. If I can not be free to grow in my talents and be imaginative part of me feels mentally ill. I am never going to feel sane if I am forced to be a lawyer or work in corporate America. I CAN NOT GO BACK TO BEING IN AN OFFICE. All I want to do is not even get out of bed. I invested all my time and money to be in the entertainment industry only to be driven out by a bitch stalking me and this person is INSANE. I do not understand why CARRIE FINKLEA had me driven off the the SANTA MONICA CAMPUS. I do not understand why even JORDAN would want me GONE unless he is embarrassed he wanted to hook up with me in 2003. Yes that is what this is about…..

JORDAN’s generation does not get that MY GENERATION grew up with TECH to. I had email by college. I did not have a smart phone until 2010. I did not have a smart phone until after I worked on sets- so how did I stalk people if I could not even google info on sets? I have TALENT and if the person trying to destroy me is doing this because of JORDAN that is so messed up. I AM GOING TO DIE if I can not be a creative person. I am a DIGITAL ARTIST. BUT WITHOUT ACTING the art means nothing to me and JORDAN KNEW back in 2003 that is how I felt.

SPOILED RICH PEOPLE DO NOT UNDERSTAND THAT MONEY IS NOT easy to get if you have none. And All I had when I moved to California was a few thousand dollars and my car.

I met Jordan marks on the set of CELLULAR. The lead of the film was CHRIS EVANS. Though the only actor I recognized on set was William H Macy. Ironically my teacher WILL WALLACE had tortued me for weeks with a play he was known for, OLEANNA. I was cast on Cellular to be a tourist at the Santa Monica Pier for a G LOVE and Special Sause concert. It was actually kind of cool to me. I had met G LOVE in DC at a concert at the 9:30 club in DC years before. While on set a young man, Jordan, saw me and came over to me to talk. We had a nice conversation but while a crew guy, who I believe was probably the assistant director, was trying to give us all directions, Jordan started to tickle me. I an very ticklish and started squirming and gesturing him to stop. I looked at the list of Assistant Directors for Cellular. the man who was giving us directions was white and was wearing a straw hat and I saw him one other time on a project I worked on with CAROL GRANT. There is one AD on Cellular who shares credits with CAROL- one Freddie Hice. https://www.imdb.com/name/nm0382556/?ref_=ttfc_fc_cr35

This is Cellular: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0337921/?ref_=fn_al_tt_1

The AD saw me in “pain.” When you tickle someone you may cause the person to laugh but it is kind of painful. It is forced. I actually wanted Jordan to stop and the AD saw this. At the end of the day they did not recall Jordan. I think this was why. I was new to California. Back on the east coast only close friends would enter my space like what Jordan did. We had just met.

I told JORDAN I was working on DEADWOOD as I think he heard me on the phone with CASTING. At the end of the day I was recalled and JORDAN was not. He grabbed my bags and insisted on carrying it to my car. He also I think took my phone and put his number in it. I worked on Cellular October 21, 23, and 24 of 2003. I worked on Deadwood the next week from October 27 to 31, 2003. At some point Jordan also started working on Deadwood.

Jordan told me he was 19 going on 20. He told me he was from New Mexico. He never told me he was a student at USC. He never told me his real age which I now know was 18. I had told him I was a lawyer. So he knew I was older. To me he was a person wanting to be an actor and working as a background artist to network like me. He told me he was from New Mexico which I now know is a lie. Since 2016 I have discovered he was from California and MAYBE HAWAII.

My car broke down. I had to take the train to DEADWOOD For a few days. Jordan offered to give me a lift. I insisted that I would take the train up to the location so all he had to do was take me from the train station to set. I asked him also to take me from set to the station. He got angry the one time I made him take me to the station instead of driving me home. MAYBE I should have known something was off at that point. Yes i was alone with JORDAN more than once.

At some point JORDAN offered to meet me with for PIZZA. I went thinking I could pay him back for giving me rides. I met him in BURBANK at his APARTMENT. I have never lived in BURBANK. Who ever had my twitter shut down “CASSANDRA TAYLOR” told me I should not have posted someone’s address. (I am wondering who they are talking about? Jordan lived in Burbank but I no longer have his exact address, or the fact I have discovered GILBREATHE and CARRIE FINKLEA lived 3 blocks from each other in SHERMAN OAKS. Or that I have found that JORDAN has lived near the MAGIC CASTLE in Hollywood which might explain why I was bullied at the TRADER JOE’s in HOLLYWOOD. I did not call it a date though now I do rather than explain this crappy decade of abuse for a guy I now know had connections and power. the girls on Deadwood later gave me a hard time about it. I never told them what happened other than me meeting him for pizza and I was kind of upset about it.

Jordan had me drive to his apartment for parking. We then went to the pizza place in his car. I accidentally left my jacket in his car. It took him weeks to get it back to me. The Jacket was a NINE WEST and cost me $150. I called him a few times and said please just lets meet or I can get it from you on DEADWOOD. Instead he left it at a woman I knew in Burbank on her front porch. She was a folio artist and she saw him and told me she thought he was cute. I was like – yeah but he kept my jacket for this long and it seems insane to me he was being a jerk about giving it back to me. Plus he was too young. It seemed weird to me that people would want me with a guy a decade younger than me in 2003 and a decade later start treating me like I raped someone after I was actually assaulted and lost my breasts to cancer. THE ETHICS OF THE RICH OF CALIFORNIA ARE REALLY SCREWY. If you have fame you can do what you want. If you do not your rights can be violated and you can be destroyed by lies. JUSTICE IS ONLY FOR THE WELL OFF?

We went to a nice pizza place and he had made reservations for us. When the check came I think he paid with a credit card and insisted on paying. I think I gave him cash though. We went back to his apartment and he opened a bottle of wine. We did not drink with dinner. He told me his room mate had bought the bottle. There were pictures in the apartment of people in what looked like Arizona or New Mexico so I believed he was telling me the truth. I did not drink a lot but I did get drunk. I remember he had a condom. I remember telling him though i had an allergy. He climbs on top of me and I passed out. Next day he asked me if I was gay. He got angry with me when I said NO. I never saw him below the waist. I never touched him. I also could not have given him an STD as I had none.

I noticed that JORDAN would not talk to me on DEADwood if JENNIFER LUTHERAN a UNION Background artist was in sight. I found this in 2004 and made a copy of it because well the girls on DEADWOOD were vicious and I had this gut feeling I needed proof JORDAN knew Jennifer.

Jennifer Lutheran invited me to see a play she was in at a church. I still have the play book somewhere. I may add it to this. She told me JOHN HAWKES had also come to see her play. I helped Jennifer a few times run lines for work she was doing. However after JORDAN she became two faced with me. She later backstabbed me on the set of BOBBY directed by EMILIO ESTEVEZ.

The girls on DEADWOOD were manipulative. One of the girls SUSIE JO Hawkins whose husband was a lawyer told me that ASHLIE KAISER told her that JORDAN had asked a girl out named TANYA. I tell another girl I knew whose name I have forgotten, but she was native American what SUSIE said and I told her good I was fine with that. Susie also told me her husband did a background check on me and they knew I went to law school and was telling the truth.

Susie Hawkins: https://www.imdb.com/name/nm2290983/?ref_=ttfc_fc_cl_t173

Ashleigh Kizer calls me up and leaves me a message telling me she will sue me for slander for telling people what she told SUSIE who told me. I never called her back as I saw her call as ridiculous. I had called up JORDAN MARKS and asked him if he had asked out TANYA. He told me no. I told him I did not care who he dated, but for his own safety he should stay away from ASHIELGH. Ashleigh had at least one boyfriend already. In other words I was not after DATING Jordan and he should move on. THIS WAS AFTER THE PIZZA NIGHT.

Ashleigh Kizer: https://www.imdb.com/name/nm1572587/?ref_=ttfc_fc_cl_t25

Deadwood WRAPPED season ONE and I went on working. I actually attended the WRAP party at the invitation of DAVID MILCH. I ended up being cast on CARNIVALE. And when DEADWOOD started shooting season two. I was called up for a fitting. I went for the fitting but also asked to see the ASSISTANT DIRECTOR. I told him I was on CARNIVALE and he said he would talk to them and make sure I could be on DEADWOOD. I Told him no as I liked being on CARNIVALE. I actually preferred being there as I was not treated like an OBJECT. I was playing a wild west prostitute on DEADwood and it was getting to me. I think I was also suffering from PTSD. One of the guys on DEADWOOD kept flirting with me and it was uncomfortable. He was not matched up with me on set. A bunch of girls first season had been terminated before I worked the show and I found out from them because of sexual harassments. I ended up complaining to CASTING and next thing I know I am not hired anymore by DEADWOOD. However the casting agency did not terminate me from other employers. Later I worked on the DAVID MILCH project JOHN OF CINCINATTI in SAN DIEGO. I had no idea being on CARNIVALE would lead to my being sexually assaulted by a STAND IN jEREMY GILBREATHE. THE CREW of DEADWOOD and CARNIVALE knew each other. IN fact CYNTHIA ETTINGER would later work on DEADWOOD after CARNIVALE was cancelled.

I kept working on sets. But in 2005 I got breast cancer. I had a mastectomy. Jeremy Gilbreathe offered to take me bar hopping and sexually assaulted me. I have written about that elsewhere in this site. I get a certificate at AADA in the summer of 2006. A young guy there named ERIC tried to kiss me when I was drunk. I told him to find a girl his age. I decided after what JEREMY GILBREATHE tried to do I would be very careful about what I drank and ate when I was out. I also got terrified of being given rides by strangers. Why I do not Uber. I have not been on a date or intimate with anyone since Early 2006. I think in part due to the Assault.

IN 2008 I was tripped on the set of “the GOODS” a PARAMOUNT movie produced by WILL FARREL And others and starring JEREMY PIVEN. Eight months later I am terminated by every background casting agency in HOLLYWOOD and with EVERY AGENCY the last show I work on for them is ABC DISNEY. PARAMOUNT used to own ABC. GREY’s Anatomy was the worst about it. THEY HAD Me come to set on a MONDAY MORNING and tell me at the gate on a recall. I thought it was the 19th based on my pay records. But I wrote an email to a woman in Britain the day of the event. It is dated the 25th of August 2008, so I am confused about this. I kind of kept most of my pay stubs and checks to remember when I worked on what. I did not keep a diary per se. I did not do anything wrong. Maybe that was the problem. I WOULD NOT have sex with crew. I would not do drugs. I would not party and get drunk and show up to set high. I hated it when other background or actors did not act appropriately. IT was OK to have fun but I am talking the kind of actions that could get people hurt. KIND OF LIKE THE PEOPLE WHO REFUSE TO WEAR MASKS. I do not like people who are selfish like that. I know that it was DEMPSEY AND DANE who wanted me off the set after they found out I said I went to law school and I think someone must have told them I said I was an actor. At the time I was auditioning and getting cast in some shorts and building a reel. I also was cast in a horror film. It was mostly student films but that is how many actors start in LOS ANGELES.

I want to point out now how DEMPSET GOT HIS START AS AN ACTOR. Grey’s Anatomy and most of DEMPSEY’s early work are all DISNEY.

LOVERBOY where he plays a young guy who hooks up with older women: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0097790/

I did not find out that ERIC DANE was from NORTHERN CALIFORNIA until 2016. I was never really obsessed with them. I had liked a movie DEMPSEY did in the 80s. . In it he is in an acting class with a girl and they do these exercises. I wanted to be an actor back then too. He also flipped over a chair in it like Gene Kelly.

Cynthia YOungblood had been talking to DEMPSEY AND DANE about me. FOR SOME REASON she told them I was talking to her EX JOHN PONZIO. I do not know why it mattered who I was talking with. I WAS NEVER GOING TO DATE JOHN. He was not intelligent enough and emotionally mature enough. He could be irresponsible and I did not trust him. I now wonder if it was because of MARKS or I do not know. What was wrong with me being SINGLE and wanting to WORK. But ERIC DANE CALLED ME WEIRD. SO he either thought I was gay or thought I was a COUGAR. NEITHER OF WHICH IS TRUE.

ERIC DANE IS FROM REDWOOD CITY CALIFORNIA. I found out JORDAN MARKS went to the MENLO SCHOOL in NOTHERN CALIFORNIA. JORDAN MARKS works for ANNAPURNA PICTURES. ANNAPURNA is owned by MEGAN ELLISON who is the only daughter of LARRY Ellison who runs ORACLE also based in REDWOOD CITY. I came across this article when I was trying to figure out if DANE knew JORDAN or GILBREATHE stating that well DANE is also from a wealthy family of NORTHERN CALIFORNIA. (ASSAF COHEN who screamed I assaulted him at a sag aftra meeting when I had my hands full and could not do anything to him is also from NORTHERN CALIFORNIA).

SHONDA RHIMES went to USC as did JORDAN MARKS. (SIDE NOTE CARRASCO AT SANTA MONICA COLLEGE would have been a teacher possibly at USC when JORDAN MARKS was there.) BLAKE SHIELDS his last film was directed by a professor at USC. CARRIE FINKLEA knows the female lead of that movie. MY TWITTER STALKER said that they were getting to develop movies with actors and that they went to the best schools. They also said I DID NOT GET A SCHOLARHIP to USC. At the time my reply was I did not apply? I had no idea what USC had to do with me. Though over the last decade I did experience some ABUSE from that SCHOOL. I once was invited to an audition and it was located at the school for aging? I get there and the doors were locked and I could not get in. Another time I was invited to an audition near the school for a play reading where I would have to pretend to pull something out of my underwear. The location was kind or scary and so I cancelled and went home only to be attacked by the twitter troll telling me to reschedule. IF THIS CRAZY stalker troll wanted me to do this play I figured it must be to make me look bad so I said NO.

In 2014 SHONDA RHIMES got a thank you credit for the film about the CREATOR OF WONDERWOMAn. Annapurna Pictures produced that movie. THEY ALSO PRODUCED “Sausage party,” HER, “BOMBSHELL,” and the recent film about Pamela Anderson that is being criticized as victimizing women. The film though that really makes me think JORDAN IS part of my blacklisting and SLANDER is THE MASTER. It stars W. EARL BROWN of DEADWOOD. It also FEATURES ARNE STAR. The same ARNE STAR who I talk about in another blog and posted emails where he says ERIc DANE SAID I WAS WEIRD. And several other cast members have made comments I am a whore and also were kind of mean to me without just cause.

THE MASTER IS A WEINSTEIN (as in the guy who raped many women) and ANNAPURNA PICTURE and I have felt like someone hired a fixer to abuse me on social media and gas lite me. SHONDA RHIMES would know about fixers since she worked with on when making SCANDAL. THE PRODUCER OF SCANDAL is a LAWYER From AMERICAN UNIVERSITY. I am never going to want to date LAWYERS because I do not like people who manipulate or are corrupt. I do not like to argue or LIE.

THE MASTER: https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1560747/?ref_=adv_li_tt

IN 2009 I did an acting workshop with the BERUBIANS. I still have all the headshots from it as I did the press flyers. Well I also attended a free comedy work shop at the theater. One of the other participants, who was not a part of the showcase, smashed his foot down on my toe. THE WAY HE DID IT. It was not an accident. The person who did it was BLONDE and tall and thin and also was hanging out with a kid from INDIA or NEPAL- he was far eastern. I found JORDAN MARKS on linkedin. I saw that his linkedin said he went to the MENLO SCHOOL, USC, SOUTH WESTERN, and was a member of the YOUNG WINOS. In this bio it says he was a movie developer and had connections to HAWAII? I was friends with the son of Hawaii’s first SENATOR. I still like KENNY. Kenny is married and he knows I had BREAST CANCER in 2005. http://youngwinosofla.com/?page_id=41

When did JORDAN have blonde hair? In 2009? When a blonde guy smashed my toe?

My twitter troll got angry about me connecting to people in HAWAII. I Like nature and the Ocean. I want to go see my friends in HAWAII some day. It messed up that one outing with a guy and I am being driven out of CALIFORNIA and being told by the woman CASSANDRA TAYLOR who BANNED MY TWITTER I need to stop harrasing people yet she claims I DO NOT KNOW HER? I think she is pretending to be CASSANDRA TAYLOR. She does not want to know that I really did not deserve to be fired from sets and ostracized and that I was the VICTIM of an assault.

I think in 2010 but I am not sure of the year, I went to a CHRISTMAS party with a friend JON ARMSTRONG. He had a new girlfriend named CHERYL STEWART who was a law student at South Western. It had to be 2010 or 2011 as she passed the bar in 2012. She was in school still when I met her. She and I kind of became friends but I had been JON’s friend since 2003. She invited me to events and parties. I even went to her birthday. She took a photo of me with two of her male friends kissing me. I was sitting in between them and while I was smiling for the camera they both turned in and kissed me on the cheek. Well at some point She tells me that my friend gave her an STD. I was shocked. But here is where it gets weird. HER FRIENDS started acting like I was the one with the STD. They even said it allowed at an event. I never dated JON. We were never a couple. Actually it turns out we may be cousins. He was more like family to me. I spent my holidays with him instead of going home. I eventually confronted JON and he called me crazy and never confirmed or denied what CHERYL said.

It took me years to make the connections. IN 2016 I realized that CHERYL went to law school with JORDAN MARKS. That she may have heard stories. I had an allergy to LATEX and not an STD. I was angry at JON for not telling CHERYL I was not “with him” so I could not have it. Now though I wonder if she had an STD at all. She has threatened to sue me for telling people. BUT HER FRIENDS WERE PUBLICALLY ACCUSING ME OF HAVING AN STD Because I was friends with JON. It was infuriating. Later when I called her out on in when I realized she may know JORDAN, she called me a stalker. NO. I found her email in my amazon account. I did not put it in there. Around the same time someone was trying to make it look like I had a LAW PRACTICE. I do not believe I ever publicly said where she lived though it was near the SAG AFTRA offices. Somewhere in a file I still have a print out of my Amazon account with her address as my onw. I changed it as soon as I realized someone had put it in there.

I am so tired of this insanity. I mean I love CALIFORNIA but this whole experience this last ten years I have felt like I am dealing with people who are completely manipulative and willing to believe LIES over asking direct questions. I ended up filing these papers with the state bar against both JORDAN MARKS AND CHERYL STEWART.

CHERYL- you went to law school. It is a crime to knowingly give a person an STD in CALIFORNIA. If I knew I had an STD I would tell people. I would not put anyone at risk. I do not. YOU and your friends did not have the right to imply I had this STD. And if you did this because of JORDAN- how dare you. I also was happy being single. I wanted an acting career. AND NOT A LAW CAREER OR THEATER CAREER OR BOYFRIEND.

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In 2012 I went to see this film “ITS a DISASTER” at the LA FILM FESTIVAL where I was a volunteer. I liked it so much I emailed the PRODUCERS on Facebook. Well this was my second year at the festival for FILM INDEPENDENT. This time the volunteers were run by a woman from USC. After I saw the film they got pissy with me. I felt like they were intentionally treating me with disdain. I later found out in 2016 that JORDAN produced this film. I was perplexed as to how a guy I met on a set in 2003 ended up PRODUCING a movie with JULIA STILES. I had been losing weight, losing my hair, and getting sick so I did not look to good. I think HOLLYWOOD NEEDS TO RECOGNIZE that ILLNESS IS NOT A CRIM AND THAT UGLY LAWS were done away with in the 70s.

https://www.imdb.com/title/tt1995341/?ref_=fn_al_nm_1a

Later at a KING STRAGLER concert (JOHN HAWKES OF DEADWOOD) in SILVERLAKE. I saw JULIA STILES in the crowd and she looked at me and said “WHY IS SHE STILL HERE?” I thought she must be talking about someone else. I had no idea of the significance. I had no idea she knew JORDAN MARKS. I ALSO WANT TO POINT OUT SHE KNOWS ANDREW KEEGAN OF THE FULL CIRCLE CULT and also MATT DAMON.