Email #25

I am so tired of this. If you read the report. The police were told I said I was a lawyer as a reason to 5/1 50 me. But I did go to law school. They were also told some girl said I said I was going to get a GUN. I never did that. I never said that. IT IS ALL LIES. CRABTREE IRELAND did this to me just because he was being a NARCISCIST who did not like me speaking out against the MERGER OF SAG AFTRA. Plus I think he knew I went to law school. HE WAS THE ABA REP of DAVIS and graudated the same year I graduated from CATHOLIC LAW. I am tired of the lies that have cost me years of my life and what I WORKED FOR AND EARNED.

Email #26

Considering the contents of CASSANDRA TAYLOR’s EMail about the assault I would say the reason she came after my account was for the sexual assault. I WANT THE GOVERNMENT TO TELL ME WHY AND WHO? Because for all I know the DOJ did this for my father. I am not a criminal. MY ENTIRE LIFE was about working to work in the ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY. I was not going to stay IN DC and I was not interested in traditional legal work or in working in politics or public service. NOT IF IT DID NOT INVOLVE THE ARTS. AND BEING TOLD I CAN NOT PUT MYSELF AS AN ACTOR is not going to win me over to working for the government and making my father happy. I am NEVER GOING TO WANT TO HANG OUT WITH PEOPLE WHO WANT TO STOP BE BEING ARTISTIC HOPE AND ACTING. I do not to live for my PSYCHO FATHER AND HIS DREAMS OF MAKING ME MAKE MY SICK ABUSIVE RELIGIOUS NUT MOTHER HAPPY.

Email #27

Cassandra Wants CLARIFICATION. Jeremy sexually assaulted me. TO me that makes him a possible rapist. He violated me. If I had not been smart he probably would have raped me if he could. I am never shutting up about it because he messed with a girl who does not fuck around. He messed with a girl who does not FUCK PEOPLE I do not fuck anyone. I do not want to be fucked. I want friendship and good people who do not like PORN and are disgusting.

Email #28

I am not LYING CASSANDRA.

Email #29

I am so tired of these relentless two faced games. Like I have this feeling this woman has money and time on her hands. She and LEE are trying to convince people I am the stalker and psycho while I feel they do not understand they are trying to alter who I am to the point I feel like I do not matter. That is going to kill me, if not physically than spiritually.

I did not threaten my parents. My parents have spent years threatening me. My father has told me so many times he wanted to beat me up. He has gotten physical with me on several occassions. The man is 6 feet tall and built like the ROCK. He would bench press 100s of pounds. And I could barely lift 20.

Amelia ADAMS connected with me on FACEBOOK and I told her my parents and I did not have a good relationship. I was not interested in going back to MARYLAND and I was not a PROTESTANT ANYMORE. I hate my parents church. But she never took the time to know me. She just assumed and I thought my parents would have told her. She met my ex boy friend FRANK. He brother HANK converted with me. That is how I met FRANK. Frank came to see his brother become CATHOLIC.

Amelia has been saying the last few times I have communicated with her that I threatened my parents. My threats were that if I had to give up being an actor I would kill myself. They were not I would kill them. I have told them I would not want a job or life away from the enteratinment community.

AMELIA emails me that she thinks I want to be her. I DO NOT WANT TO BE A WEALTHY REAL ESTATE AGENT who dresses like a GOP suit. I do not want to have a huge house to take care of and I do not want a husband who looks like white pasty AMERICA corporate. I kind of went for the artsy laid back creative types in COLLEGE. I lisented to Brittish alternative music and read ANNE RICE NOVELS. I wanted to fight for my right to have a voice and have free speech, not work in law enforcement. And I loved journalism and the 4th estate and the fight for TRUTH. My parents would drive me to suicide before i would hurt them. My parents make me want to die. they do not make me waht to live.

Email #30

I do not want to read all of these. Cassandra Taylor and LEE RYDER have been making me physically sick. Just when I think I am at peace I get an email.

Email #31

Amelia ADAMS I did not threaten my parents until they were a threat to me. My parents know I do not want to ever see them again. My father would call me up and ask to come visit and My response would be- are you insane. The answer wil always be NO. I honestly think he would do that on purpose to make me angry.

My father beat me for stealing money I did not steal. I was never a bad kid. never got into troulbe and school, but my father acted like I was one of his criminals. I was always guilty and yet he would say to me I needed to get out of the gutter an into the sewer. It annoyed him I was not bad. It annoyed him that I hated JOHN WAYNE and CLINT EASTWOOD MOVIES and that I hated HIS GUNS and gave up eating beef. I didnot want to be an accountant. HE wanted that. I DID NOT WANT TO GO TO COURT or work in law enforcement. I wanted to be like DAVID E KELLY and make movies and tv shows. I wanted to work in entertainment. I always said that is what I wanted to do. I did what I wnated until I was stopped by people who wanted me to do what my parents want even if it meant making me look like a violent crazy person. IF YOU ARE TELLING ME SOMEONE WILL HIRE ME BUT NO ONE WILL EVER HIRE ME AGAIN IN THE ARTS AND WITH ACTORS becaue they have been told I am horrible. I am going to be horrilbe to the people who want to hire me and take me away from my happiness and joy.

I think the only reason AMELIA ADAMS had me be her flower girl was to get my grandfather’s support to be a beauty queen. She thinks I want to be her. I never thought she was pretty. I was her flower girl for this beauty pageant and then I do not think I saw her again until she had kids of her own and was moving to live in my parents neighborhood.

Email #32

I can read I just feel like LEE RYDER AND CASSANDRA TAYLOR only read through glasses that tell them I lie and they do not. Through their clouded eyes I am bad and so they appear blind.

Email #33

Money is in the entertaiment industry not in Theater or non profits. I was trying to create a blog about the arts to be both a source of inspiration and also change but also because I needed to have a voice. I did not care about having a following or being an icon myself. I liked putting ideas out into the world and letting them go where they will. ALl this talk of narciscism and I never really cared if I was that attractive or good looking. I cared about being a good person and being a better human being. I loved being in my own mind more than I liked connecting to other people. Somehow acting let me feel safe to connect to others. I feel like the best part of be has been destroying and I do not like my mind being silent. I now feel alone with nothing. i liked myself as the poet and artist. I liked me as the creative person who could freely think up ideas. I liked giving birth to hope.

Someone went after locking me out of ARTISTICHOPE and I assumed it was CASSANDRA TAYLOR.

Email #34

LEAVE PEOPLE ALONE. What people. I need to know that I am not worhty of human contact. I have a star of david on my chest and it reads atheist and there for I am doomed to be made non existant. WELCOME TO THE NEW NAZIS- twitter censors who come after you if you are talking to people and they are jealous of said contact. I have to leave people alone. SO THIS IS LIKE me getting a call saying that sag aftra is going to file a restraining order so I can not associate with anyone in the union. We are cutting you off from humanity to make sure you have to depend on your parents.I think that they want me to move to my parents house. I would say HOME but my parents house is not my home- it is a prison I desperately wanted to escape. my parents only had me to make me work for them and only them. THEY HAD ME TO BE THEIR PROPERTY. I am required to do what they want for the rest of my existance. I can not talk to actors. I can not be around people like myself. I hate this person. SHE IS SO HORRIBLE and she makes me want to kill myself.

Email #35

Who ever CASSANDRA TAYLOR is she is determined to only see part what happened. Like I do not now if the UK is different but just because these documents are fom an institution of education it does not necessarily make them true or valid. AND I WAS BEING RAIL ROADED. This african american counselor in the ET tech department I went to see because the industry stopped using FINAL CUT and the school was getting AVID and PREMIERE The next semester. The editing teacher for the classes was ok with me retaking the editing classes to learn AVID and PREMIERE. Otherwise I wasted years learing to edit and my certificate was going to be useless, plus I could not now take the final classes in editing because I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT AVID AND PREMIERE.

Dobbs looked at my records and got weird and kind of angry.I had good grades but I do not know why? I also asked him about what I should do about a teacher who was being antagonistic. I do not remember if he gave me an answer to that one. He told me I could take any classes I wanted to take. I do not get why became hateful toward me. I had to go to the main campus to get approval for the changes in my schedule after that. WARRAN HEATON had made comments about my father paying for my acting career. There was in incident in my story board class where he marched in and demanded we write down when were planned to graduate and with what degree. I wrote- i did not want him as my counselor. I told me as much and I was angry but did not get near enough to touch him. The teacher was there and said in an email to me that what ever it was it was personal between DOBBS ANd myself. Dobbs to me filled false charges to ruin me. He was never my teacher. He was not in my classes. And my story board teacher gave me an A desptire DOBBS antagonism that one day. The black female dean who was sending me disciplinary stuff was also her way or no way and I had not choice but to accept I had done something unhonorable when From my view I did not do anything wrong. Carrie FINKLEA I never saw outside of class and is now working for a DISNEY EXECUTIVE, well FOX but FOX is DISNEY. I did not want to work with CARRIE.

SANTA MONICA is SEXIST AND MISOGYNIST And telling me I can not be an actor at my age is age discrimination. But then AMERICA seems to pick and chose which rights it stands up for.

People expect people to be dishonest and do bad things to survive, and I do not think the CALI gets I never cheated and never had to. I hate the fact that people are not as good as they should be.

Email #36

Finally the last of this set. Cassandra is emailing me again. I have yet to tell her that my twitter is back. I just do not see the point in telling her. I won that one and what matters to me is having it back. I Do not care about winning over this bitch. They have wasted my enerty and my talents and my life trying to make me be nothing. Cassandra I think is in a lot of pain and no amount of agression toward me is going to make her feel good about herself.

This one to me is insane. GO AWAY LAURA! from where? CASSANDRA TAYLOR IS THE UK and she already had my twitter banned. IT IS BACK so do not contact me with hacker info. I report anyone who SPAMS ME. LEE RYDER/KAMBARIAN is in MONTANA apparently, and not Calfronia. DO you understand that third parties can not dictate relationships. For example I have actors friends, but CASSANDRA AND LEE apparently think my existence bothers them, but the truth is they want to separate me from those people out of JEALOUSY,

I am not in LEE’s neighborhood. I do not post on his social media. I HAVE NO CLUE WHO CASSSANDRA TAYLOR IS ON LINE. Based on what she has sent me though I think she was spying on me even before she had my twitter taken down in 2021 because she had comments I MADE on social media that were not from twitter but form LINKEDIN and I think my old FACEBOOK ACCOUNT.

I was on social media to build an audience to build a future in the arts and entertaiment. I was not on line to get into LEE RYDERS social media or CASSANDRA TAYLORs. I wanted to connect to like minded people on social media and instead I get hunted by people who want to silence me. If you do not like my message change the channel. YOu do not have to read it or watch it. But telling me I have to go away. I am not allowed to express my point of view. I am not allowed to create content and have a voice. I want to be seen and heard and I want to have a way to create movies and film and share my art and poetry. I want to leave something behind when I die that says I WAS HERE. I do not want to be shoved into a job where I am just a mindless drone whose opinions do not matter. I am MENSA AND SMARTER THAN MOST. I was one of the smartest kidsin MARYLAND BITCH. I AM NOT GOING AWAY. If you want me to go away then YOU WANT ME TO KILL MYSELF Because my being an actor in CALIFORNIA HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU CASSANDRA WHEN YOU ARE NOT EVEN IN THE UNITED STATES.