For various reasons of my own, I feel as though there are people in my world trying to drive me from California and drive me from my home and the work I love. I think someone is intentionally doing things to drive me insane. This is my response. I have to add I am a private person who just wanted to work and be left alone. But if you strip me of love and hope how does that make you a good person. If all you live for is to make me make money or think because I am a woman I am not capable of being on my own, what a loser you are in the end. You do not see the beauty of a woman who knows how to love, and how to cook, and how to make beautiful things of the darkness you are trying to drive me to.

“Suicide by Someone Else!”

Do you know how it feels when you have no control?
You’re losing your reality
You are falling into an endless whole
Someone else is your will
Someone else is your self
Someone else owns your soul

Do you know how it feels when god has truly left you alone?
You cannot sleep
You cannot go
You have no home
Someone else is driving
Someone else has your soul

Do you know how it feels to know everyone wants you to go?
You have no sanity.
You have no reality
You have no dignity
Someone else is watching you
Someone else is pushing you
Someone else wants you to destroy your very own soul.