OK.  I have always said DISNEY PUT ME ON A LIST.  However Jeff Olan once emailed me telling me I said my father did it.  NO! I asked Jeff if he were involved as he worked for the government on the day I was told I was on a list.  I have those emails but I need to make them PDFs to upload and don’t have them on this computer now.

However I do have an email I received from the government after I finished working for the Census.  They told me I was registered for a job fair.  NO I DID NOT REGISTER FOR A JOB FAIR. I would not register for one if it meant me taking a path where I would never work in FILM OR TV again.  NO WAY! What waste the years I spent studying to do art related stuff or theater related stuff or acting stuff or production?  NOT INTERESTED.  Pay me back for the scholarship I got to college and the years I was not allowed to have frineds growing up because I did not like the people my parents wanted in my life. ADD TO THAT the fact that one of my former Census employees emails me “good luck with your world of actors and artists?”

YOu see as far as the men in all of this are concerned I am incapable of doing anyting unless it is something that the government gives me to do, or that my father can do.  I AM NOT MY FATHER.  I did not go to his college, graduate with the same degrees or work for the government for years, nor is that MY DESTINY.

WELCOME TO THE USA where you can OWN your kids into adulthood and MAKE THEM BE WHO YOU WANT THEM TO BE. I should add that my debt is MINE.  My parents are not signed off on them so what BUSINESS WAS IT OF ThEM OR ANYONE.  IS that fair market or the best thing to do?  Make someone give up the reasons to make money by stopping them from doing anything they love to do professionally.  SERIOUSLY I WANT A FAMILY as long as my house hold is not one where all we talk about is poltics and government.  I want to talk story and acting and have people in my life who GET THAT!!  BUT NO- MY dad and his friends with the government OWN ME and get to chose my friends, my career and well since my producer was talking to my father, I am beating that so are some people with MY UNION and someone CONNECTED TO WILL WALLACE and GREY’s.

What does this have to do with Dempsey and Dane and Grey’s.  I heard them talking about how I would not be staying in a hotel the next time I went home.  How did they know?  I also know that one of the women in the office with the Census worked on Eli Stone with me and well she made a comment in the Census office I was crazy.  that was actually my first day.  they trained me and let me work for them for weeks, then later rehired me about a month later for more work.  This woman also made comments to me about how I would not be able to have kids soon and it was creapy when we worked on Eli together.  I wanted kids at one point, but only if I found the perfect guy for me.

Also well this guy told me he worked on sets when we worked for the census.  To have him all of a sudden tell me good luck with my world of artists and actors?  It made me wonder if he were in the UNION, or well?