My journey to cancer! First 6 months 2005
01/04/05 Patient “Medical Investigation” 12.5 hours
01/05/05 Pedestrian “CSI: NY” 8 hours
01/06/05 Nun “American Dream” 14 hours
01/07/05 commercial 10 hours
01/08/05 “Wedding Crashers” 8 hours
01/10/05 Restaurant Patron “The O.C.” 8.4 hours
01/12/05 Commercial 10 hours (recall from 07)
01/13/05 Commercial 12.5 hours for central
01/14/05 Fn Crazy. Movie? 14.5 hours
01/19/05 Casino Patron “Las Vegas” 9.8 hours
01/20/05 Lawyer “Boston Legal” 8 hours
01/21/05 Island Fitting 2 hours
01/24/05 race track Patron “Las Vegas” 12.2 hours
01/25/05 race track Patron “Las Vegas” 12 hours
01/26/05 Audience “Malcolm in the Middle” 11.3 hours
01/27/05 Tech “House” 8.7 hours
01/28/05 Nurse “ER” 13.5 hours
01/31/05 tourist “Alias” 12.5 hours
02/01/05 Basketball fan “King of Queens” 8 hours
02/03/05 Casino “Las Vegas” 12.8 hours
02/07/05 Train station “Jack & Bobby” 8 hours
02/09/05 “War of the Worlds” 13 hours
02/10/05 “War of the Worlds” 12.5 hours
02/11/05 “war of the Worlds” 12.3 hours
02/11/05 Vanity fair photo double 8 hours
02/12/05 Vanity fair Photo double 8 hours
02/14/05 Russel Supporter “West Wing” 8 hours
02/15/05 Writer “Entourage” 8 hours
02/16/05 “Island” 11.5 hours
02/18/05 War of the Wars Fitting 2 hours
02/22/05 Island 13.5 hours
02/24/05 Island 13.3 hours
02/25/05 Island 14.5 hours
02/28/05 Island 13.8 hours
03/01/05 War of the Worlds 13.5 hours
03/02/05 War of the Worlds 12.5 hours
03/03/05 War of the Worlds 8 hours
03/04/05 war of the Worlds 8 hours
03/06/05 Longest Yard 9.5 hours
03/07/05 War of the Worlds 11.8 hours
03/09/05 photographer “Summerland” 8 hours
03/10/05 Commercial 8 hours
03/11/05 Threshold 8 hours
03/14/05 40 Year Old Virgin 12.8 hours. I slept through my alarm for this one. Seriously that was a first. I knew the casting agent and I booked it and got to the set in like 45 minutes. I called her and by the time she called me back I managed to get to the parking lot I think. Everyone was still in holding and production was fine with me. I felt so crappy that day though. Anyways about three months later I found out I had cancer.
03/15/05 Commercial 11.5 hours
03/17/05 Casino Patron Las Vegas 13.5 hours
03/18/05 Hip Edgy Cool “Crazy Lawyers” 10 hours
03/21/05 Funeral Attendee “Las Vegas” 9.5 hours I ended up stand in this day. Got paid higher for it but non-union.
03/23/05 Female Bar Patron “Briar and Graves” 10.5 hours
03/26/05 The Commuters 12.5 hours
03/28/05 Casino “Las Vegas” 14.4 hours
03/29/05 Casino “Las Vegas” 14.2 hours
03/30/05 “Amy Coyne (Pilot)” 8 hours
03/31/05 Juror “CSI: NY” 10.7 hours
04/01/05 FBI Agent “Numbers” 8 hours
04/03/05 “Guilty or Innocent” 8 hours
04/04/05 Art teacher “Six Feet Under” 12.8 hours
04/05/05 “Good Night Good Luck” Fitting 2 hours
04/06/05 Shopper “Las Vegas” 8 hour
04/07/05 On-looker Charmed 10.4 hours
04/08/05 Upscale Restaraunt Patron 8 hours
04/11/05 Cashier “Las Vegas” 15.5 hours
04/12/05 Casino Patron/ Cashier Las Vegas 15.5 hours
04/13/05 “Good Night Good Luck” 8 hours (Some character very older character actor on the set told me to say hi to Clooney, but I was to shy and frankly well I am just a smart girl with allot of heart. I wish I had though because I would love to work on some of the projects he does. To me some of them are very artistic and socially conscious. I do have a good story to tell, but I don’t want to tell it anymore. And I hate the games people play here over celebrities. I really do. I feel I can’t even say I admire someone, but I am going to anyways. I am a mature person. And if anyone opens there mouth and tries to indicate I am doing something other than for etyhical, moral, professional reasons- please do your self a favor and don’t say anything. Stop being immature or chauvanistic. I am a career minded woman and I will not hide in fear who I look up to or who I admire. I will fight to be back on sets and not regulated to being pushed down by the bias of women at my Union and I either get equal treatment or I will end up fighting to get it. I wanted to talk to Jason Geroge at an AFTRA even to clear up the lies that the background insinuated I was on sets for a man. Men like Jeremy Gilbreathe and his girlfriend from my college who probably knows my ex Steve Missar who I bet hung out at WMC long after I left praying on freshmen women. And who sent me a threatening email telling me that there were lots of WMC alumni in Cali. funny since people tried to say I followed him around because I became a DJ in college, but when I left he got involved in theater. Explain that.)
04/14/05 “Good night and Good Luck” 10.5 hours
04/15/05 “good night Good Luck” 8 hours ??
04/19/05 Mourner “O.C.” 8.5 hours
04/20/05 Cowgirl “Flicka” 9.5 hours
04/21/05 Nurse “ER” 13.6 hours
04/22/05 Squad room Agent “NCIS” 13.8 (I swear I think this show had a one or two a season policy with me.)
04/24/05 Flicka 12.5 hours
04/26/05 Flicka 12.2 hours
04/27/05 Flicka 9.5 hours
04/28/05 Flicka 9.5 hours
05/02/05 Flicka 8 hours
05/03/05 Flicka 12.7 hours
05/40/05 Spectator “Weeds” 9.7 hours this was a karate tornament I think.
05/05/05 Paparazi “2005 MTV Movie Awards” 13 hours. This was a spoof on Wedding Crashers.
05/06/05 gambler “Lucky” 8 hours You I auditioned with the host of the World Series of Poker for this. Seriously.
05/09/05 “Lucky You” 12 hours
05/10/05 “Lucky You” 12.7 hours
05/11/05 “Lucky You” 8.5 hours
05/13/05 “Caffeine” 8 hours
05/15/05 Walk Out 8 hours
05/17/05 ??? 14.25 hours I think this was an indie film because my pay stubs says actors time sheet but no title?
05/18/05 ??? 14.5 hours
05/19/05 Commercial 12 hours
05/20/05 Lucky you 13.5 hours
05/23/05 Lucky YOu 12.5 hours
05/24/05 Lucky You 13.0 hours
05/25/05 Lucky you 14 hours
05/26/05 Lucky you 12 hours
05/27/05 Rent 2 hours fitting
06/01/05 Sleeper Cell 8.5 hours Ran into Blake Shields from Carnivale and we talked for well over an hour. I am such a gemini girl. Unsure what I wanted and well divided. Men have to help me decide, but when guys are uncertain nothing happens but friendship. Really good to see him again. By the end of the month though my life was going to go to hell. Fear of death will make you realize what is important.
06/02/05 Rent 12 hours This was fun. We got to sing the Rent Song over and over.
06/03/05 Rent 11 hours
06/06/05 Poseidon Fitting- Lobby Desk 2 hours
06/08/05 Big Love 9.7 hours I think I was part of the Mormons
06/09/05 Big LOve 9.7 hours
06/11/05 Jock Parent “Benchwarmers” 12 hours
06/14/05 wedding Guest “Monk” 10.8 hours I was late to this one. My first time. I slept through my alarm. I got there though and was last in line for wardrobe and they did not peanlize me. It as the first time that Central had a valid complaint about me. A week later I found out I had cancer.
06/15/05 Nurse “Wanted” 14.1 hours
06/18/05 Construction Worker “Benchwarmers” 11.5 hours
I had an MRI at this time and a biopsy.
06/22/05 Shop Manager “Poseidon” 9.8 hours
06/23/05 Shop Manager “Poseidon” 11.8 hours
My doctor called me in the shop on the set of Poseidon and told me I had cancer. I left the set crying in the van. I DID NOT CRY ON SET- THAT IS FOR THE INDIVIDUALS WHO LIED ABOUT ME AND MY PROFESSIONAISM.
A PA found me and I told her and she asked if I wanted to come work next week. I told her no. I dont want to get wet and I need to figure out what I am going to do next.
06/29/05 Commercial 12 hours
06/30/05 Female Principal “the Unexplained” 9.8 hours

