http:\/\/www.imdb.com\/media\/rm2984885760\/nm0003930<\/a><\/p>\nApparently I am some horrible monster who should have let JEREMY RAPE me. \u00a0I should forget about being an actress or working with the GOOD NICE ACTORS of HOLLYWOOD and instead I should what? let Barry Caldwell RAPE ME to get cast. \u00a0Let men use me? \u00a0If I could do anything I would go back to when I was 23 and not given what meant more to me than anything to anyone. \u00a0I feel in love with the wrong guy. \u00a0ANYONE want to know why I am single- because I want someone fantastic and I can’t make someone be with me I know that- but I am tired of the SHALLOW FAKE people of HOLLYWOOD like DEMPSEY, DANE, MATT DAMON, JASON GEORGE, and now even MICHELLE BORTH- who by the way I thought I would perfect with MABLY- wanting me to DIE ALREADY. \u00a0I fought for my life to end up in a world with plastic actors who put on a show of LOVING THE UNIQUE and the different – only to really want to be seen with the perfect and classy. \u00a0Considering Ms BORTH is an ABC actor and so is MABLY- Well I want to SUE them for discrimination and slander and for well if I could being FAKE to the world. \u00a0And if BORTH had really read what I WROTE she would have known that BARRY CALDWELL wanted to sleep with me with no strings because he felt crappy- IE USE ME- and that I was not playing any kind of game. \u00a0Also that after those shooting in the head pics of MABLY appeared on my WALL- the same account appeared on BARRY”S FB page. \u00a0Barry actually told the people on his page we were friends. \u00a0I had my account set up so that in order to friend me you had to be a friend of a friend. Instead the page changed to a picture of Mably with thick glasses and then a picture of him stating he was driving on the west coasts of CALI. I have lived here for over 10 years. \u00a0It is the only place I want to be and there are more actors here and NY than anywhere else. I AM NOT GOING TO NY- I love the outdoors to much.<\/p>\n
I AM A PERSON CAPABLE OF GREAT LOVE. \u00a0WHen I had cancer I could not tell the \u00a0one man I admired the most i thought I was going to die. \u00a0To this day I wish I had- \u00a0I wish I had been selfish and told him because I went through that hell alone. \u00a0I don’t deserve to be treated the way MY UNION has been treating me or this COUNTRY- I am either one of you or you can forget about me working to defend you, love you or be one of you ever again. \u00a0I will always call myself an actor and I will always only care about making money acting and on sets. \u00a0And thank you fake celebrities of HOLLYWOOD. \u00a0You destroyed a woman and made her insane. \u00a0AND TO THE LAWYERS of CATHOLIC U- did you WIN? \u00a0Are you CABOT SPENCER DAVIS and your mom who every time I would say I was terrified of my father would tell me he loved me, would make comments about how “are you still in that entertainment industry” and would also tell me I needed help any time I said I did not WANT MY fATHRE IN MY LIFe.<\/p>\n
Do you know what I wanted? \u00a0A man in my life who would protect me from my dad. \u00a0A man who would be gentle and kind and non-violent. \u00a0 I wanted to work on sets full time at acting and photography and art direction. \u00a0I wanted to work to work with BEATUTIFUL on the inside good people. Instead I get someone trying to make me lose my mind. I show up to a set to be told I am on a list. \u00a0ANd now I wonder if people from DC are a part of this too. \u00a0I was so happy- I did not need fame or money- just the work I was doing. \u00a0Now – i know I don’t have a future as an actress- but there IS NOTHING else I want to do. I don’t want a man in my life who is not so beautiful I dream about him every night. \u00a0I don’t want this life of cruelty and pain and stuck up fakes who think they can spit on me in my terror and shame.<\/p>\n
AND THANK YOU ANY CREw out there who live in VENICE- I just wanted to work. I AM NOT GOING TO DATE you and I am not going to LOVE ANY OF YOU because You really did not love me. \u00a0I was happy and I thought I was liked on sets- I worked enough – but in the end I was labelled what- A CRAZY woman – maybe what i needed was an end to the abuse. \u00a0I was not AFTER anyone to save me- I wanted to SAVE myself. \u00a0I wanted to be on set and meet someone who would see the angel that for some reason several of my exs have stalked me for. \u00a0Seriously I have had 5 of my ex boyfriends from back east STALK ME online. \u00a0One who told me I would make it because I always liked myself- well if that is true then why do I feel as though people are not really seeing ME. \u00a0One who told me I was a saint but then he kept a room back east for when I FAILED.<\/p>\n
I am a nice person- I DON”T LIKE WOMEN. \u00a0and I wanted to spend the rest of my life on sets. \u00a0But when EVEN THE WOMEN put you down and treat you like you are a THREAT- what should I do? \u00a0Give MABLY what he seemed to want two years ago- or who ever was posting those pictures… my end?<\/p>\n
THANKS ALLOT.<\/p>\n
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