{"id":1187,"date":"2013-12-01T16:54:41","date_gmt":"2013-12-01T16:54:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/?p=1187"},"modified":"2014-08-27T02:52:56","modified_gmt":"2014-08-27T02:52:56","slug":"im-now-a-woman","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/?p=1187","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m now a woman"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>If you are someone who loved me before,<br \/>\nthe door is closed if you hold a yoke around my neck.\u00a0<br \/>\nIf you truly care then let me go.<br \/>\nSee me fly and see the world.<br \/>\nLoving me means setting me free.<br \/>\nI need to take care of me.<br \/>\nBut how can I do that<br \/>\nif you set demands on me?<br \/>\nHow can I be employed<br \/>\nIf my labors bring me no true joy?<br \/>\nYour goal is for me to serve You.<br \/>\nMaking me fail fulfills your dreams.<br \/>\nI need to make friends that fit me,<br \/>\nGive me self worth and love<br \/>\nAnd accept me.<br \/>\nI can&#8217;t be the person you want me to be.<br \/>\nIs it love if you control<br \/>\nWho I am, what I do,where I go?<br \/>\nIs it love if you won&#8217;t see the fantastic courageous lady I am?<br \/>\nI&#8217;m not the little girl you bullied and berated.<br \/>\nThe child left home\u00a0 and I&#8217;m now a woman.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>If you are someone who loved me before, the door is closed if you hold a yoke around my neck.\u00a0 If you truly care then let me go. See me fly and see the&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1187","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","category-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1187","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1187"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1187\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1189,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1187\/revisions\/1189"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1187"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1187"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1187"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}