{"id":1903,"date":"2015-08-05T08:45:19","date_gmt":"2015-08-05T08:45:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/?p=1903"},"modified":"2015-08-05T10:26:37","modified_gmt":"2015-08-05T10:26:37","slug":"stop-making-me-feel-like-shit","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/?p=1903","title":{"rendered":"Stop making me feel like shit"},"content":{"rendered":"

I mean it. I am not suffering from delusions of grandeur.  I believe that i at my best can be a working actor.  I do not want people who want me back in DC.  I leave LA i will feel like a failure for the rest of my life.  I fought an ex boyfriend and to walk to come to California.  I took the California bar 3 times flying back and forth between DC and LA because i wanted a concrete reason to move to LA.  I did not bother to take any law bar on the east coast.  I spent my own money to do that.  I worked in legal temp jobs to save for the move.  I had a car accident so bad i can not ride a bike.  I worked to get licensed to ride a scooter and i do not want to be back in DC in an office.  There is nothing there for me.  Seriously i love los Angeles.  I would never want to be the property of a man back in DC.  That is what marriage is to me slavery.  I was happy here.  i dont like you if you dont accept i am sag aftra.  And i want to be with professional actors not where people make documentaries and shoot indies on the weekends. my friends are here.  Your not my friend if you want me to go back to DC when i do not want to work hard to make a home back there and i will not marry anyone from the east coast ever. <\/p>\n

My knee people from my accident in 1997. I am in the only place in the country where i can do yoga year round outside and it does not snow or rain for months. Stop being RUDE. Let me have peace and no pain. Screw you if you want me to leave LA and i do not like Vegas. Too showy.
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