{"id":2001,"date":"2016-01-06T10:43:03","date_gmt":"2016-01-06T10:43:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/?p=2001"},"modified":"2016-01-06T10:43:03","modified_gmt":"2016-01-06T10:43:03","slug":"frustrated","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/?p=2001","title":{"rendered":"Frustrated"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The corruption in our system is terrifying to me.&nbsp; How easy it is for someone innocent to be branded a Boo Radley.&nbsp; I still can see this kid who showed up on Eli Stone claiming to be from Maryland who i had never seen before commenting that people back in Baltimore were not anti social like me.. Makes me wonder who he knew who talked to him about me. <\/p>\n<p> I lived in DC for ten years and never lost a student election.&nbsp; I ran 4 times for different offices.&nbsp; I called my self an actor first and lawyer second.&nbsp; I was introverted but at bands i was the first on the dance floor.&nbsp; I organized all the graduate school function social events for 2 years.&nbsp; But i didnt belong in DC.&nbsp; I always gravitated to creatives and never considered marriage or a normal stable life back east.&nbsp; I craved bohemia.&nbsp; It is wonderful when ignorant people judge you based on what someone else thinks of you.&nbsp; <\/p>\n<p>Im sick tonight.&nbsp; Throat soar.&nbsp; Can not sleep.&nbsp; Going to try inducing dreaming by meditation. I meditate lying down but let my brain day dream.&nbsp; It works.&nbsp; Sometimes not as fast as i would like.&nbsp; I need sleep.&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The corruption in our system is terrifying to me.&nbsp; How easy it is for someone innocent to be branded a Boo Radley.&nbsp; I still can see this kid who showed up on Eli Stone&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11,10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2001","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-diary","category-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2001","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2001"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2001\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2002,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2001\/revisions\/2002"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2001"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2001"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2001"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}