I was involved in 2003 with a stand in on Carnival, but not Jeremy Gilbreathe. I was involved with John Ponzio, though not serious. I found out he was dating another stand in on the set and got very angry. Despite that we continued to be professional friends. Our hugs and conversations were just that, two friends and nothing more. I told him I would not trust him again personally. The stand in John was seeing was Cynthia Youngblood. She became a stand in on Grays and was later cast apparently or given credits on the show. However I heard her talking to Patrick Dempsey and Dane on the set and I am not sure why. They seemed to want to know I was talking to JOHN. Frankly I wonder now if it was about BLAKE SHIELDS who I had liked or now a guy I was completely not even thinking about who came after me in 2003 named Jordan Marks, frankly I think I had the right to be SINGLE and make a living without the high school judgement from two actors on Grays who had rumors about their love life floating around on set even when I worked the show in 2006. I am not saying the rumors were true. I just heard them. <\/p>\n
these are emails from Facebook between John Ponzio and Me. I was furious. I was also sick and did not know. I had hashimotis and have thyroid nodules. Despite my anger JOHN still wanted to talk to me and have coffee. He knew I did NOTHING WRONG on Gray’s Anatomy. <\/p>\n
Also are emails between me and ASSAF COHEN dated 2011 December. I was very angry and tired of people assuming I was after a man to solve my problems and not wanting to be seen as a good actor and a good worker. I did not believe in showing up drunk to set or in wasting crew time with games. I also did care about Blake Shields, but also had to care about me and I had my own stress and need to work. I told ASSAF I was anti- NRA so in MARCH of 2013 the UNION told the cops I said I would get a GUN in a meeting run by NED VAUGHN, MR NRA himself. Please also note I was furious because his friend DAVID LAWRENCE was obviously talking about me behind my back, potentially about Blake or maybe David told board members I was too ugly to be an actor and needed to go be a voice over artist like him. I need to be allowed to be in my element and I thrived on a set, not in a studio. <\/p>\n
Finally are emails between a director friend of JEREMY GILBREATHE and MYSELF. Please note he actually tells me to forgive JEREMY And that I need to forgive myself. FORGIVE MYSELF? I am not at fault for JEREMY assaulting me and then continuing to get into my space on sets to the point I had to start telling people he was bothering me. He was a man, just like JORDAN MARKS was legally a man in 2003, and legally responsible for his own illegal actions and threats to my person. HE TERRIFIED ME. He insinuated I was mental knowing I had a mastectomy and yet he assaulted me anyways. And he knew I had liked Blake Shields and that I was not the kind of girl into threesomes or cheating. <\/p>\n