{"id":2363,"date":"2019-05-20T04:01:02","date_gmt":"2019-05-20T04:01:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/?p=2363"},"modified":"2019-05-20T04:45:52","modified_gmt":"2019-05-20T04:45:52","slug":"list-of-things-i-want-to-do","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lauraanntull.com\/acting\/?p=2363","title":{"rendered":"List of things I want to do!"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>This is a remake of a post I made in 2013. Please note that I do not list going to FLORIDA or MARYLAND. I do not want to be a teacher or work in government or have a career outside of the entertainment industry.  These are not things I wanted to accomplish on the weekends and yet that never happened. I do not want to write a novel.  You are not good people if you kill my dreams and goals because I will stop wanting to work to LIVE.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> At the time I was lying to myself because I was not willing to let go of being Catholic, knowing that I would be a target of abuse.  I also thought that what ever was wrong with me was going to fix itself somehow.  I was sick and did not know but I kept thinking I would find an answer.  My hair was falling out. I was underweight but I was still dreaming.  I was mentally healthy for me and positive.  This was before though I tried to file with the NLRB.  I was not capable of filing anything on my own.  I never wanted fighting.  I also felt like people assumed because I had a degree in law, I was going to be okay.  It was not until 2014 that I was told I had Hashimotis and a yeast allergy.  I also started being trolled in 2014 by the same person or persons over and over. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I have never left things unfinished and I STILL WANT MY CERTIFICATE IN FILM MAKING AT SANTA MONICA COLLEGE.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I did get a certificate in Digital Media from Santa Monica college. I learned AVID and got to play with a RED in my Cinematography class. I got an A.  I did read the complete works of Doyle.  I am not meant to be a cinematographer.  I think people project onto me, especially men, what they can do and just assume since I am smart I can do what they can.  Kind of mixed signals all around.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I was planning on working in the industry, not getting a NORMAL job so I could what? somehow act on sets on the weekend?  So I could go on vacation and work with great actors some how on my vacation.  THANKS AMERICA FOR YOUR FUCKED UP AMERICAN DREAM of me having a pay check and vacation.  I do not have anything to work for or accomplish.  JUST MAKE MONEY is not a CAREER GOAL OR A REASON FOR ME TO KEEP LIVING.  <\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul class=\"wp-block-list\"><li> Ride a scooter from Los Angeles to San Francisco. <\/li><li> Ride horses when I can.  Volunteer with horses. <\/li><li> Qi Gong learn.  I am too weak to do martial arts.  I wish I was stronger.  I intend to keep doing Yoga and hiking instead. <\/li><li> Act in a TV show on SYFY or a Star Trek show or movie. <\/li><li> Finish my Stand Up 2 cancer video. Yes I still have not finished it. I need a stronger computer. <\/li><li> Make &#8220;Ghost baby&#8221; into a movie of some kind.  need a better computer. <\/li><li> Finish my Cancer Script about an actress with Breast Cancer. (I have a small part in it).<\/li><li> Finish my script idea about an artist and his lover. <\/li><li> Finish my thriller about a haunted house. <\/li><li> Work on my television show about cops and gangsters. (Writing myself a supporting role). <\/li><li> Hike the Saint James Way- not sure if this is possible now.<\/li><li> Hike to the water falls and there are a few of them in Los Angeles.<\/li><li>   Go see the Red Wood forests and hike there.   <\/li><li> Hike to the Observatory above first water in Sierra Madre. <\/li><li> Music flying fish video. this one I may not do.  Pointless. <\/li><li> Make a poetry book- need a better computer to do the graphics.<\/li><li> Recreate my Zazzle store and digital stores and clean them up.  I kind  of have been working on this. I want to find a place to sell my designs that uses organic \/ sustainable materials. I still need a WACOM. <\/li><li> Artistic HOPE- still write for it and keep it as a blog and place about ART. Not an organization.  Just me as a writer and maybe sell adds, but I will not sell adds to things like diamonds or real estate.  It has to reflect sustainability not so much materialism. I woke up and with everything going on in America I decided that I can not keep it unpolitical.  <\/li><li> I kind of do not want to do IMPROV unless with a teacher who is more of an actor.  I need to find a safe home.  I may go back and study with David Rountree.  Also I would like to be a  part of the actor&#8217;s studio.   <\/li><li> I kind of think I was trying to say I wanted LOVE when I wrote about having one kid and a guy not a GOP NRA Republican. YES in 2013 I said I would not date a GOP Republican.  It is not a question of having a guy in my life.  It is having a friend and love.  I am sick of men just looking for a girl to have kids with and not really seeing what LOVE is. I like smart men and men of a type I rarely find.  I do not like men who do not care about the human condition.  <\/li><li> Write a VAMPIRE MOVIE and act in it.<\/li><li>Play Sherlock Holmes in a movie or TV show. <\/li><li> I finished the complete works of DOYLE.  I want to read the COMPLETE works of Shakespeare.    <\/li><li> Visit elephants in the wild but I am not sure I can with my illness. <\/li><li> I no longer care about COACHELLA or BURNING MAN.<\/li><li> Maybe write a cook book but I now think that my diet has changed so much that I am no longer driven to do this.    <\/li><li> Go to 221B Baker street and the GLOBE in LONDON.<\/li><li>  I am OK with not going to EUROPE or CANADA. If that happens it happens.  I just want to work as an actor and on projects with meaning.  <\/li><\/ul>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is a remake of a post I made in 2013. Please note that I do not list going to FLORIDA or MARYLAND. 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