The corruption in our system is terrifying to me.  How easy it is for someone innocent to be branded a Boo Radley.  I still can see this kid who showed up on Eli Stone claiming to be from Maryland who i had never seen before commenting that people back in Baltimore were not anti social like me.. Makes me wonder who he knew who talked to him about me.

I lived in DC for ten years and never lost a student election.  I ran 4 times for different offices.  I called my self an actor first and lawyer second.  I was introverted but at bands i was the first on the dance floor.  I organized all the graduate school function social events for 2 years.  But i didnt belong in DC.  I always gravitated to creatives and never considered marriage or a normal stable life back east.  I craved bohemia.  It is wonderful when ignorant people judge you based on what someone else thinks of you. 

Im sick tonight.  Throat soar.  Can not sleep.  Going to try inducing dreaming by meditation. I meditate lying down but let my brain day dream.  It works.  Sometimes not as fast as i would like.  I need sleep. 

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