Santa Monica College Carrie Finklea Carrasco Drew and my Twitter STALKER
Carrie Finklea was a girl I met for the first time in the Fall of 2015 in the Film 32 class. First day I walk in Carrie looks at me, gets up and immediately walks over to the Professor Carrasco and has a deep conversation privately, however periodically she glances back in my direction. I thought it was odd. I observe people’s behavior. I read it. I had a feeling she knew who I was. The very first project we worked on was this film, and she asked me specifically to do some editing for her, just change some footage to black and white and also to be an extra. I actually called SAG the day we shot this and asked if it was OK. I was a student and needed the grade. They told me OK.
I received an A in the class but a B for the lab, because when time came to do the last class, Carrie was selected to direct and I did not want to work with here. I sent the teacher the following email telling him that I could not work with Carrie at all. I had a bad feeling about her and she had yelled at me when I worked with her. She either produced or directed most of the films for the semester. In fact from 2015 until 2017 she was in every film 33 class either producing or directing and I did not every want to work with her again.
I had actually emailed and talked to one Marc Sanchez about my issues with Carrie Finklea. He had directed this little film and I worked crew on it. Please note Carrie did not work on it and I actually volunteered to work it because Carrie was not a Producer or AD. [iframely] https://youtu.be/omVDKYpQBS8[/iframely]
I believe it was on Whiplash that Carrie Finklea snapped at me. [iframely]https://youtu.be/_PK5xLBKkZ4[/iframely]
In the Fall of 2016 I signed up for Film 33. I had spent the following semester finishing up my digital media certificate wit the exception of one class and wanted to also at least complete the film production certificate classes. Film 33 was the last class I needed, it and film 33L. Well I had been stalked on twitter since May of 2014 after I filed charges against Shonda Rhimes, ABC DISNEY, SAG AFTRA, and the SAG FOUNDATION but the charges were dropped, though apparently the government never received my appeal in the mail. The twitter stalker would attack me if I signed up for a FILM class and stop if I dropped the class, namely film 33. The attacks were so bad in the fall of 2016 that I felt forced to quit.
I sent the following email to the FILM 33 class in the hopes that someone would rat out my twitter troll.
That fall in 2016 I emailed Carrie Finklea the following asking her if she knew Blake Shields or anyone involved with Jeremy Gilbreathe who had molested me. I also effectively confronted her about insinuating I was a bitch and certain actions she had made toward me indicating she was degrading me and I felt it was because of my age. [iframely]http://www.lauraanntull.com/smc_carrie/Gmail_Agediscrimination.pdf[/iframely]
I also emailed Carrie this email about Blake Shields: [iframely]http://www.lauraanntull.com/smc_carrie/Gmail_Plus.pdf[/iframely]
This is another email I sent to Carrie FInklea in 2016. please note at that point I realized she was connected to people who may have known Jeremy Gilbreathe and Blake Shields. [iframely] http://www.lauraanntull.com/smc_carrie/GmailYouragent.pdf [/iframely]
Please note in the above letter I indicate I am scared and i am being attacked on twitter. She never responded, however I heard from SMC security that she got my emails but never responded to them. I did not email her again until after I was removed from Campus on 2017. I was terrified and being threatened and yet Carrie did not seem to want to appease my fear and tell me, no I do not know Jeremy Gilbreathe or Blake Shields.
This is another thing that was really suspicious about the class. I was not allowed to email any of the students. I was in the class but I could not access the emails to email and effectively communicate wit the other students outside of class. One of the other students conveniently said they were having the same problem. But i was being left out of the loop. In fact i suddenly got the following emails telling me what we were doing but no one looped me in. i was supposed to be the ART Director and we were going to be shooting stuff and no one was telling me anything.
See these emails I did receive.
[iframely]http://www.lauraanntull.com/smc_carrie/Gmail_FILM33 _changeofplansrethisThursday10_20.pdf[/iframely]
Carrasco told me he gave As and it did not matter. As if I was just supposed to be in class as a body, not achieve anything that might get me work on sets and graduate. But that is not why I went back to school?
I emailed Carrasco before dropping the class and met with him and told him i was thinking about quitting. I felt that there was a connection between the class, Carrie and a twitter stalker i had since 2014. (Carrasco actually started working at Santa Monica College around the time my twitter stalker started.)
In the fall of 2016 i was already in two other classes, cinematography and I believe Sound and so I decided it would be best to drop film 33. I also assumed that CARRIE FINKLEA would be finished with FILM 33 that Fall as it seemed to be the second time she was taking the class. In the Srping of 2016 she helped produce a western for the FILM 33 lab. this would be her second time producing and working in the class. Effectively Carrie Finklea took Film 33 three times or appeared to take it 3 times.
January of 2017 arrives and I have to pay my fees for Santa Monica and sign up for classes. I once again start being attacked on twitter the week my fees are due. I pay the fees anyways. I was on a fee waiver and it was a community college. Fees were not bad. However I decided I had enough of the attacks and abuse. I filed a complaint against Carrie and Carrasco.
I was surprised as the semester approached I was contacted by one Gloria Chavez in the HR department to meet with her and discuss my complaint.
I tell Chavez about the attacks before class starts. [iframely]http://www.lauraanntull.com/smc_carrie/Gmail_LauraAnnTullMorefallattacks.pdf[/iframely]
I attended the first class with Film 33 and Carrasco. Carrie was not there. that night I got attacked on twitter. I tell Chavez what happened in class.
the woman who Carrasco had the meeting wtih I later find out is the daughter of a well known Producer in the industry and she is friends with Carrie.
Carrasco made sure to tell the class that this woman was going to be a director.
And they started a conversation about how the school was going to teaching Production Design in the fall and for some reasons some of the girls in the class at the back turned and looked ab me.
I did not want to direct per se, but as a woman with a law degree I am tired of people acting like I am limited in what I can do. [iframely]http://www.lauraanntull.com/smc_carrie/Gmail_Twitterattacks.pdf[/iframely]
I later emailed this woman on Facebook and told her who I was and that I was upset with Carrie Finklea and that what happened with the police was a lie. I discover this girl also produced the Western with Carrie the previous Spring. the director of that film was from Idaho the same state as Blake Abramovitz and had friends who sat at Against the Stream. He knew I was also sitting there in Hollywood.
Second class I am there and so is Carrie. I email Chavez the following. http://www.lauraanntull.com/smc_carrie/Gmail_Im_in_film_33_class.pdf
The second week of class, Carrie walks in and instead of sitting with her friends, she walks over to where I am and sits near me.
The class where we are supposed to present out film ideas approaches. I arrive late due to the bus and I am met by Drew outside who hands me a letter. This letter to be exact. Please note I had told Carrasco in 2016 I never wanted to work with Carrie Finkelea. I told her the week before I did not wan to work with her. I was being attacked on twitter by someone who was quoting my class discussions about white privilege. This letter disappeared from my stuff the last day I was at Santa Monica College but I had taken this picture and emailed it to Chavez.
this is the emails I sent to Chavez including sending her a copy of the above letter. [iframely]http://www.lauraanntull.com/smc_carrie/Gmail_Carrie_Finklea.pdf[/iframely]
When I got the letter I freaked and stood up to leave. Carrasco started yelling for security and this happened. The police show up and security has me sign documents that i am not allowed on the campus until i meet with DEAN HEARN. Dean Hearn had tried to have me kicked off campus before after I complained about WARREN HEATON being a bit misogynous and abusive to me. [iframely]https://youtu.be/KjApieTGwek[/iframely]
I did not have bad behavior. I did not attack anyone I was being terrorized. And i wanted to spend the semester editing and have a future on sets. I am not going to make my father HAPPY and I want a life as an actor and film maker not this where I am abused by elitists who happen to know people who know the guy who molested me.
I also got home that night and discovered the police had been in my apartment. They left a card. My landlord tells me she let them in because they were worried about me. But WHY? I did not make it public what Santa Monica had done. I did not call HOME to my parents. I did text a girl from my cinematography class and spent the day at the beach trying to clear my head and crying. the security at SMC asked for my actual address and I told them I did not want the police harassing me at HOME. But that night they had. I met the lawyer for Santa Monica the next week when I tried to go to my photo shop class and he told me that the police did that, they had nothing to do with the police coming to my apartment. REALLY? the police just decided to check up on me with no probably cause? The lawyer for SMC also refused to give me his bar number when I emailed him repeatedly for confirmation of who is was. I told him MINE. When he met with me at the police station at SMC he told me that he would not give me his number because I DEMANDED IT. i was not allowed apparently to demand he confirm he was in deed a lawyer.
I was also scared about being failed out of school. Carrie and Carrasco knew i was being selected as an honor student. I try to go to my photo shop class the next week and police/ security walk me off the lot again. This time though they are much more polite. I talked to the head of police at SMC about being Buddhist.
This is another email I sent to Carrie FInklea in 2016. please note at that point I realized she was connected to people who may have known Jeremy Gilbreathe and Blake Shields. [iframely] http://www.lauraanntull.com/smc_carrie/GmailYouragent.pdf[/iframely]
After I was escorted off santa monica I went in and looked at Carrie Finklea’s facebook page. I had blocked her in 2016. I found on it LILI BORDAN the star of Blake Shields next movie. [iframely] http://www.lauraanntull.com/smc_carrie/CarrieFinklea.pdf[/iframely]
I also sent this email to Chavez thinking that the stalker and Carrie might know Will Wallace. IN fact Carrasco made comments about not wanting a problem on set, insinuated that woman sometimes are responsible for being assaulted, and said he was tight with the head of AFI where Will Wallace teaches. He also indicated oddly that people walk out of Terrence Malick films. I actually have NEVER seen any of his films. [iframely]http://www.lauraanntull.com/smc_carrie/Gmail_Twitter_stalker_identity.pdf[/iframely]
I also told Carrasco in 2017 I had spent the prior semester studying with a film maker in his on camera acting class as an actor. His response as I walked away was “we are in trouble now.”
