I found two more journals from college. I am trying to reduce the amount of stuff I have so I have decided to scan my journals to digital and recycle them. I am so tired of my life being ruined by SLANDER. The last ten years have been insane for me. I have realized I have been living in a nightmare. I have never been crazy. I was never VIOLENT and that to me is what being called crazy means. I NEVER ATTACKED OR HURT ANYONE. OK I slapped a guy once in the 90s.

I worked in school. My parents are manipulative. They were not in my life or providing for me when I was in DC. I earned the respect of my teachers in college. I went to DC and worked hard there. I did not want to stay there because I wanted to work in ENTERTAINMENT. It is shameful to me to realize how MISOGYNIST our culture is. I was one of the smartest kids in the STATE of MARYLAND. I should have been trusted and respected instead of dragged through the mud. I was not the person who watched PORN or broke up relationships. In fact I was cheated on and lied to by men. I also cared more about my professional reputation and grades than on being seen as attractive or desirable.

This journal is for an acting class. I am not sure which one, except it was for my last semester in college.

I also did an internship with ROUNDHOUSE THEATER. I worked in various departments including marketing. I kept a journal of all the writing I did for the Theater. After my internship I also worked for the Finance department doing Grant research and spent a summer working with their child summer camp as a counselor.