In 2009 I did a showcase at a theater run by Chris Berube. It was a lot of work. But no one else in the group took it seriously. They did not seem to understand we needed to get the word out to get people to come. I also was experiencing some abuse. This was after I was blacklisted from sets by Greys and one of the guys in the group Nick lived in the building next to mine in Los Feliz. I forgot we had some much drama. He seemed to know things about me. He acted like one of the teachers at SMC implying I was living off of someone. But I was training to do digital art and had wanted to work production. I had a background in THEATER and in Performing Arts. I was not working as a waitress but I had a LAW DEGREE. I did not want to go from working as a law clerk for $20 an hour to working minimum wage plus tips and I was stressed with law school debt. He did not know this. I also had been working full time on sets up until 2009 and made enough to just cover my bills. I live off of $1700 a month now.

At Berube’s theater my toe was smashed by a young blond guy and I wonder now who that guy was. He was hanging out with a young man from India. I recently found out that Jordan Marks was at one point BLONDE.

We got into a huge email tiff over the work I had done to create post cards for the event and I felt like I had done all this work and was being jerked around.

I think Chris’ father is border patrol or government like my father. So I kind of wonder if that was part of this. Someone also stole one of the costumes for my scene from my scene partner. Luckily I had a dress she could use.

This is NICK. He is from Boston. https://www.imdb.com/name/nm2633482/?ref_=tt_cl_t10