I can not seem to get a copy of my account. I find that suspicious. The person who claims that they had my account banned is calling me a bully and says he knew I was suicidal. So she came after me knowing I was potentially disabiled. She also says she hates VEGANS. So I have sceen shot the last day I posted on twitter in May of 2021. FRANKLY I think that it may be what I posted about the sexual assault and BEN AFFLECK. Yet I did not say anything that was not being said by others. Rose McGowan told BEN AFFLECK to fuck off and that was not WHY twitter locked her account.

I was a democrat and LEE RYDER and I suspect CASSANDRA TAYLOR did this because blacklisting me from sets made me dependent on my parents. Lee KAMBARIAN who I knew as LEE RYDER did not know I had a mastectomy. That I had been working on sets for years. I had a THEATER DEGREE and a MASTERS in PERFORMING ARTS. I was 100% dependent on my work on sets. I also was at SANTA MONICA COLLEGE trying to get skills to work production so I could support ACTING. LEE WANTS ME TO BE CHRISTIAN. He says my parents taught me CHRISTIAN VALUES. MY parents do not know him. MY parents told me life was supposed to be miserable. That death was all that life was about/ I actually did not care about living until I found acting in college. I hated life. MY mother told me I was going to hell before I even kissed a boy. All LEE IS DOING IS REMINDING ME THAT MY PARENTS TAUGHT ME THAT DEATH WAS THE ONLY WAY I WOULD EVER BE HAPPY. I finally was HAPPY ON SETS. I wanted to live.

My mother taught me the only way I will ever end my suffering is by DYING. THAT IS FUCKED UP. THAT IS WHAT CHRISTIAN VALUES TAUGHT ME.

I am not interested in EATING MEAT EVER.

I want my life back on sets. I WANT TO BE ON SETS AGAIN OR I WILL NEVER CARE ABOUT lving my lfie. I am an adult and acting is why I want to live. My paremts taught me that men are supposed to treat me life CRAP and not with respect or love because that is CHRISTIAN. CALLING ME UGLY AND STUPID. THAT IS CHRISTIAN. I want my account TWITTER. YOU CUT ME OFF FROM MY SUPPPORT SYTEM AND ARE DRIVING ME TO SUICIDE.

This is not my entire account. Only the few days before I was banned. I think the TWITTER, SAG AFTRA, and who ever is behind my blacklisting does not want me to be seen as a good person or a person who was liked. I AM AN ACTOR. I do not care about being employed if I can not say I am an actor. I AM AN ADULT AnD I wanted to die when I had cancer if I had to give up the entertaiment industry and acting. I am NEVER GOING TO WANT TO DATE A PROTESTANT MAN OR BE AROUND MAGA PEOPLE.