And it continues. I have gotten my twitter back But I want to expose how I am being treated and this is just wrong. I am not one to be messed with psychologically because it will more than likely end with me self destructing before I give in. I will not go against my principals or be degraded. I hate my parents for wanting me in some mindless job so that I can not grow past them. My father is jealous of my will to be free and on my own.

Email #37

Cassandra is still harassing me. Now I think she is a scientologist. The sick thing about SCIENTOLOGISTS is they think it is OK to drive people to suicide. They think anyone mentally ill or different should be isolated as mental illness to them is CONTAGIOUS. The only thing is being a cult they have a tendency to cause mental strain and manipulation. This woman came after me knowing I was emotionally vulnerable. Not willint to accept I may be sick with an autoimmune disease. She has called me a hyochondriac. Now she is coming to the defense of an editor for DISCOVERY. who is not longer working for STAR TREK according to what he has implied on Twitter. I kind of did not start following him because of the star trek connection. I am not surprised whoever that out relationship went south. My relationship I mean on twitter conversations. He is jewish. He is male and of the Star Trek shows, DISCOVERY Is my least favorite as it deviates the most from the HUMANISM of RODENBERRY.

I will never get to work on STAR TREK as an actor. THAT SHIP SAILED thanks to the bigotry and misogyny of ARNE STAR, MR DOCTOR CARTOONIST.

Email #38

The nest two emails may be exactly the same but I have two separate emails. I am not sure why I got the same email two times but I did.

Just to be on the safe side I am publishing both.

Email #39

This may look the same as above but it is a separate email in my account. Also in one of these Lee RYder/Kambairan claims to have worked with STEPHEN HAWKINS. Ironly since Hawkins was a known secularist and LEE WANTS ME TO KNOW my parents raised me CHRISTIAN. My father worked full time as a government agent and my mother worked nights as a nurse. I learned how to behave from my teachers in school And I was considered one of the best students in MARYLAND. I was not raised in CALIFORNIA. I am now very glad of that.

Email #40

The same is true for the next two. they appear to be duplicates. Odd.

I think I posted it. But Cassandra made the remark ” wasn’t it just a finger?” so yes she did indicated that was all she thought of it. It was degrading insulting and made me feel like I deserved what GILBREATHE did to me. I was worried he was going to kill himself with his drug use and had no idea he saw me as soemthing he wanted to touch the way he did. I did not want him that way. I never would want to be touched by a guy who was in a relationship. THAT IS CHEATING AND CHEATING IS VILE.

Email #41

This one.

Email #42

Yes I am being stopped. I am not the harrasser when men are messing with me. When I was really trained to be an editor by Wlat Louie. Ironly he has done work for ABC and I believe Greys Anatomy, or the space he owns has. He taught me AVID, PREMIERE PRO, and also the New FINAL CUT, though we only spent one day playing with that. He also showed us RESOLVE I believe. There were a few other programs we looked at and played around with. I AM TRAINED IN DIGITAL EDTING AND IN ACTING. I spent years invsted in a career in the entertainment industry and it was MY LIFE WORK. NOT LAW. I had no interested in LAW ENFORCEMNT, THE COURTS, OR LEGAL POLITICAL STUFF AT ALL.

Yes I worked as a background artist. BUT NEW TO YOU- that makes me an equal member of SAG AFTRA. My SAG CARD says PERFORMER CASSANDRA and I am legally supposed to get the SAME BENEFITS AS A CELEBRITY with the exception of the HEALTH BENEFITS THAT HAVE TO BE EARNED WITH INCOME. I do not want to go back to background. BUT I ALSO DO NOT WANT TO MOVE ONTO ANOTHER CAREER OR LIFE. ACTING IS WHY I WORKED FOR YEARS ON SETS. ACING IS WHY I LOVE LIFE. I DO NOT CARE ABOUT HAVING A FUTURE WITHOUT ACTING. I WILL NEVER HAVE FRIENDS OR A FAMILY OR FEEL GOOD ABOUT BEING ALIVE. I WILL NEVER LOVE AMERICA OR PEOPLE AGAIN OR TRUST ANYONE. I DO NOT CARE ABOUT BEING EMPLOYED IF I WILL NEVER BE RESPECTED AS AN ACTOR. I was building a career and want to be KNOWN FOR ACTING or I DO NOT CARE ABOUT BEING ALIVE OR WORKING TO BE SOMEONES SLAVE. AND IF I CAN NOT BE AN ACTOR I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY OR CARE ABOUT DOING A GOOD JOB AGAIN. I CARED ABOUT BEING ON SETS, :I LOVED BEING ON SETS> I HATE LAW OFFICES AND HOW DARE YOU CONTRADICT YOURSEFL BITCH.

Email #43

Cassandras TAYLOR is now emailing me I AM A HARRASSER. REALLY. Lee and Cassandra are calling me a has been actor and has been backgorund knowing that being on sets was why I BEAT BREAST CANCER. Lee says no one wants anything to do with me. Well the only reason I want antying to do with living is acting. I DO NOT WANT TO WORK WITH ANIMALS. I do not want a career in food servies. I do not want to cook for people. I do not care about being alive. I HAVE STOPPED EVEN LEAVING MY APARTMENT OR EXERCISING OR CARING BECAUSE YOU NEED TO BE STOP EXISTING AS AN ACTOR.

Email #44

Cassandra TAYLOR lives in the UK and says I have slandered LEE RYDER all this time. I have not seen LEE since the set to CLOVERFIELD in 2007. ALSO RYAN OMEGA posted a video on YOUTUBE about how to behave on sets as background. LEE RYDER in 2007 responded “I can see LAURA TULL” in that VIDEO. He slandered me. WHY? I told him I was a DEMOCRAT and he is MAGA. Ryan OMEGA cast me on SLEEPER CELL. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ek5Jjalub3c

The video RYAN posted I can no longer find.

Email #45

Lee Ryder needs everyone to think he is in my brain 24/7 and so does CASSANDRA TAYLOR. I do not like GOP gun lovers who would destroy my abilty to do the work I love. CASSANDRA keeps bringing up HOLLYWOOD OS as if she has worked for them.

As to NANCY SINATRA. She can do what she wants. I do not take it personally if she does not respond to everything or anything I POST. Frankly we both were against the MERGER OF SAG AFTRA. We share the same birthday but I am younger. She is anti drugs and I like that. I also love her song “THESE BOOTS ARE MADE FOR WALKING.” If you understood that song you would know it is about a woman not LETTING ANYONE WALK OVER THEM. YOU ARE NOT GOING TO MAKE ME BACK DOWN OR STOP FIGHTING FOR JUSTICE. I NEVER DID ANYTHING WRONG ON A SET. I WILL NEVER CARE ABOUT BEING HIRED IN A REAL JOB. I HATE THE AMERICAN DREAM. I will never trust the AMERICAN SYSTEM OR EVEN WANT TO WATCH TV OR MOVIES WITH FRIENDS BECAUSE I WILL NOT HAVE FRIENDS> THE ONLY THINK THAT GOT ME THTOUGH CANCER WAS WORKING ON SETS. AND I WOULD RATHER BE DEAD IF I CAN NOT BE AN ACTOR.

KI do not want to have a 6 figure income if i did not make it by being a story teller and actor. I DO NOT CARE ABOUT MAKING MONEY AT ALL IF I HATE MY JOB AND HATE THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH. AND IF I AM NOT RESPECTED AS AN ACTOR I WOULD RATHER MY LIFE TO BE OVER BECAUSE YOU TWO ARE TORTURING ME.

I do not care about being friends with people who do not want me acting. I DO NOT WANT TO PRETEND TO BE HAPPY SO I CAN MAKE MONEY. I WAS HAPPY ON SETS YOU MORONS.

Email #46

Ok this is so SARCASTIC. I am being bullied by being called a BULLY. I was the kid who was made fun of and isplated by my own parents while I getting STRAIGHT As in school. I never would make fun of anyone. I think that DONALD TRUMP is disgusting for making fun of disabled people. Lee KAMBARIAN is a MAGA.

Email #47

Cassandra Taylor says her actors name would be WONG? So is she ASIAN? there was an asian girl I knew who was freidns with a guy I knew from a Band I used to go see and I dated the guitar player in the band for a time. She got mad at me for moving to CALIFORNIA saying I should be respecting my father. She did not even care to bother to find out my background or the fact I had an education in Acting. Plus I believe she was KOREAN and not CHINESE. Wong is CHINESE.

Email #48

Last one fot this post. I originally had 69 posts. Well CASSANDRA IS at it again so there will be about 20 more emails past 69. As of today I have 85 Cassandra TAYLOR emails in my artistichope account.

this one disturbs me. She says she has nothing to do with my linkedin but some of the stuff she has sent me in screen shots is not just from TWTTER. Some of it appears to be from my old FACEBOOK page and or my linkedin account. Protests to much maybe.

She claims she just found me on Twitter and yet the stuff she has said and the contents she has sent indicate she has been stalking me for years and basically policing my life for over two decades.

I am the bully? Her language is all about making me SMALL and abusing me. It is all mean and degrading.

Email #49

Suprise one more because this is only one page long.I have lost the capacity to care what this woman says because nothing she says seems to be from a place of honesty dignity or empathy. She wants me to be mierable and wants to make me feel ugly. Here I am a girl who had so much potential and smarts and I am living in a culture that only cares about how much money you have and how attractive you are. It is no wonder we enede up with TRUMP for four years.

She has sent me stuff that has told me she has looked at my linkedin and also read posts I have made there though now I post everything so only my followers can read it.