Ok this time I have included posts I made way back with a LinkedIn account against the UNION Merger in which a woman responded someone needed mental care. I also realized I had emailed ILLYANNA the VP of Hollywood expressing my concern about my treatment and the merger. I told her what had happened. SHE KNEW. She has known.

this woman “VIXEN” attacking me on the one hand says I was a walking prop and not an actor and yet I have ACTING CREDITS now. Seriously A.B.S has been in 13 festivals. I die in the end and I told the PRODUCER I was furious with her for obviously talking to my FATHER behind my back. My own father wanted me painted as a pedophile probably because he only met my own ex boyfriend who was Korean. Once a child is over 18 the parents of that child in the US have no right to know everything. THEY don’t. they don’t have the right to spy on their kids or know all their friends. A.B.S was in 13 festivals. Apparently my father told me my producer was upset that I called her Daughter. To my memory I called her one time. I have to communicate with my Director, her daughter. For all I know someone else was calling them and pretending to be me. We didn’t have a dress rehearsal for A.B.S or a tech run. All we did was have a read through, then I came to set and we shot it. I was not sure where I was wanted as far as standing and actions they wanted me to do or not do. “Chemical 13” was kind of the same thing, though all I had to do was be in a chair and I knew my actions would be limited. We had a read through. I got to set. We shot it. I can forgive Carole. I can. IF she talked to the head of my theater department in college she would know I had boyfriends. I liked MEN and I baby sat her kid and did not do any damage to anyone. “Chemical 13” by the way was a $100 deferred contract. I never got paid. I assume no one else in the cast got paid.

this person attacking me keeps telling me my union has rejected me. Yet I have the requirements to be a member. SORRY! The fact that this person points out an article about EXTRAS who are UNION Making bank who happen to be men and I thought I saw BLAKE SHIELDS featured in a commercial with men in hard hats, contradicts her statements about the worth of background. And as a woman being ostracized I am being denied the possibility that there may be a higher based gig for me. I did higher based commercials as non UNION. I would make $75 for *hours or more. I should have the right to still put myself out there as an employable person on sets period. I’m a good person. I am citizen of this COUNTRY. I am not a socialist. I am just liberal and into individual rights not corporate greed. I’m into making the world better and not being blamed and labelled by someone who obviously knows that what happened to me was WRONG and is slandering me to convince others they are in the right when they are not.

Please note I believe very strongly that VENICE311 may know who this person is and that maybe even Michelle Danner of EDGMAR may know. I am being pushed out of SANTA MONICA COLLEGE and I wanted to finish there being able to shoot but the FILM DEPARMENT Acts like I am incapable of doing that to an extent and I believe that is because of CReW who they may work with who know JEREMY GILBREATHE and MARK GESCHWIN. When this person attacking me says I talked about someone’s love life and that is why I am off sets. I heard many rumors I never talk about. Seriously I was on set to do the job. I got fed up with Marquessa Moreland on Eli Stone for implying I was there because I had a crush on Johnny Lee Miller. I did not know who he was when I first worked the show. No clue. I just liked the idea behind the show which is why I typically would chose a project to work on. I like the writing and concept and I can see myself as a part of it. The only person’s whose love life I talked about was JEREMY and only because he shoved it in my face by repeatedly telling me to use his girlfriend’s DVD player only to find when I did a PORN IN IT! Mark Geschwin and his girlfriend JANETA HOUK were on set all over each other in front of 300 plus extras. All I said about it was I found out they were a couple. I don’t know if Cynthia Youngblood consummated a relationship with JOHNNY PONZIO who I would NEVER DATE now because he is too Conservative east coast believe it or not for me. All I have ever said about them was that he was dating her and tried to date me to and I never slept with him. I talked about Ashley Kaiser but only to the extent I was told by SUSIE JO HAWKINS her boyfriend had a dangerous STD and I as a former LAWYER felt obligated to tell SUSIE she needed to tell anyone ASHLEY was sleeping with if that were true because ASHLEY was basically being criminally negligent if that was not a lie. I’M TALKING AIDS. if I TALK ABOUT SEX AT ALL IT IS TO DEFEND MYSELF NOT TO SLUT SHAME SOMEONE ELSE.

Please note I included that I had joined AGAINST THE STREAM way back in 2011. I did not know any connection between Blake Shields and Buddhism. I was following my own path. I quit the group because I went to an event with a FOOD BANK and met a bunch of lawyers. I did not feel comfortable all of a sudden. I now wonder if people thought I joined for Blake SHields, I thought he was a JEW. I actually also left because people were pushing me to join and I kept thinking is Blake into this, even though I did not know. I don’t get some of the confusing spirituality in California where you can both be an ATHEIST and also Quote passage of RUMI about GOD. I believe in ETHICS AND ACTING WITH INDIVIDUAL INTEGRITY and HONOR and being true to who YOU ARE.

Law of attraction people. I am being ME. I found a path that suits me. LET ME ALONE to be ME and you will find I will be a beautiful asset to the arts and life here in California. STOP BEING MISOGYNISTS and acting like I as a woman have a sex drive causing me to act not for myself. SERIOUSLY I am a WOMAN and as such I do what makes me feel safe and feeds my need to nest and feel at home.
I like sitting meditation and I like YOGA and I like the idea of a COMPASSION world where having PLAY and PEACE and JOY is acceptable and doing things that make you love life are not seen as acts of INSANITY.

Please note that there is this mystery woman who showed up on Eli Stone after telling me she hated the show. Her husband she told me was an ABC executive. She on the PAS to stand up to Cancer indicated her fiancé was the one responsible for Central Black balling me.

there is also JON ARMSTRONG and His ex girlfriend Chyerl Stewart who is affiliated with Scientologists and once I got sandwiched in-between some of her guy friends at her birthday party where two of her guy friends, one a scientologist kiss me in a photo on the cheeks. I am not sure why they did that. I got slandered by Chyeryl’s friends and Jon refused to stand up for me. Jon and I had been just friends. Cheryl is a now a lawyer. I hung out with Jon for years. I met him in 2003 on the set of VEGAS where I worked for three years off an on as an extra. His room mate Alison works as an engineer for the CITY. I refused to date Jon because of his very anti- religious beliefs. I don’t like extremism in any form. I believe we need compassion and acceptance and tolerance for individual thought and that thought is not be feared, actions of dishonesty and corruption are the real evil in the world. Jon and I were just friends which you can have FRIENDS of different ages, sexes, color, religion. Sometimes I wish we grew out of hatred.