I attended all these events with my UNION, AND what infurates me is my TWITTER ATTACKER says they have a manager and an agent. WELL I NEED TO HAVE THE TRAINING AND ACCESS TO THE SAG FOUNDATION RESOURCES SO I CAN THOSE THINGS. SCREW YOU who ever are because I was not just sitting on sets doing nothing and you don’t want to admit that. YOU are a RAPIST. You are a NARCISITS. And you have abused a good person who has lost every reason to live.

How dare you stuck up members of the UNION put me in DEBTORS PRISON FOR THE PEOPLE JEALOUS OF ME ON SETS.

And these are all the events all around the country I am not allowed to go to because I am required by LAW to be with an attorney. I am required by law to want to work with lawyers. I am required by law to never be in the same room with actors because I refuse to be a SCIENTOLOGIST. I am required by law to give up my dreams because I am woman over a certain age and therefor no longer attractive and therefore no one wants me to be on camera. No one wants me to be around anymore. FUCK YOU JASON GEORGE I wanted Blake SHields not JOHNNY LEE MILLER or CLOONEY. He does not want me. I have accepted that. So I want my RIGHTS BACK ASSWHOLES. BY THE WAY I never watched one episode of KVILLE and if I had not met DAVID H LAWRENCE who told me he was cast on HEROES I would have never know Blake was on that show because I would have never watched it. GOT IT.

By the way suicide would be really easy for me. All I have to do is drink alcohol. I am allergic. Enough of it would kill me. KATE WALSH YOU BITCH I have the right to be an ACTOR to even if I did walk behind your bum on set. I Don’t know you but I know you know CYNTHIA YOUNGBLOOD who knew about me and PONZIO on the set of CARNIVAL but I did not know about her. I never slept with PONZIO and I kept trying to tell YOUNGBLOOD I wanted nothing to do with him. I TOLD HER ON THE SET OF THE SUITE LIFE that I had CANCER and all she could say to me was “what did It matter if he fell in love with someone else.” It was as if I did say to her I was dying. I had not had the mastectomy yet. HELLO EVIL NARCISTIST I had CANCER.

And I know KATE WALCH KNOWS ONE REEF KARIM probably who served as a medical consultant on his show. He tried to get me to do a three some with him and also his friend Thomas Mathias told me I would go out with him even though I said NO. THAT IS CALLED SEXUALY HARASSMENT. I have never sexually harassed anyone. IN fact I am intentionally trying to do what I want with my life and go where I want yet avoid the one person I do have a physical attraction to. I am never going to go near this person on purpose. I also doubt this person needs to be at AFI TAKING CLASSES or at the SAG FOUNCATION. PLEASE.

I WANT JUSTICE. I WANT A FUTURE ACTING BECAUSE I HAVE NO DESIRE TO BE SUCCESSFUL AT ANYTHING ELSE BITCH.

By the way I got my vouchers by working days and days on sets. I HAD THE RIGHT TO PURSUE AN ACTING CAREER. I have no reason to live if I can’t right to be an actor. I WILL NEVER GET MARRIED. I DON”T WANT A FUCKING ACTOR IN MONKEY SUIT. TELL THE ACTORS WHO WORK FOR SHONDRALAND TO LEAVE ME ALONE. STOP LINKING UP WITH ME ON STAGE 32, stop linking up with me because there male organs are not going to fulfill my passion. ONLY WORKING TO BE AN ACTOR WILL DO THAT. I am friends with HELENE UDY because I TRAINED TO ACT. FOX AND ABC AND SHONDRALAND I HATE YOU ALL. I WILL NEVER WORK FOR ANYONE IN THIS COUNTRY AGAIN UNLESS I CAN FIGHT TO BE AN ACTOR> BECAUSE ACTING IS WHAT GIVES ME A HIGH NOT A BOYFIEND OR LOVER OR EVEN MAKING DIGITAL ART.

EVEN ARTIST HOPE GIVES ME NO JOY BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU TWISTED IMMORAL FAME GLAMOUR MONSTERS TOOK AWAY FROM ME, If this is about my debt then the government needs to understand if I can not continue to fight to be an actor I will never care about getting the A in any job. I will not care about working behind the camera when I have been JUDGED WITHOUT AN AUDITION NOT TO BE AN ACTOR AND NOT TO GOOD ENOUGH,

I would rather be single and CRAZY and HOMELESS unless I can work as an actor. I AM GOING TO FINISH THE PROJECTS I HAVE THIS SEMSETER. BUT THIS WILL BE MY LAST SEMESTER. I WILL noT CHOSE TO LIVE PAST MY BIRTHDAY.