Photos I took with my old camera. I was cute when i took care of me. I do not want to be taken care of. I wanted love in my life. I wanted someone who was liberal and cared about doing things to make the world better but also would run lines with me and would ike acting. I am kind of tired of the hypocrisy. I am tired of what ever fantastic woman Blake Shields obviously has, being the reason I am being kept away from the actors and isolated in Los Feliz. I want FREEDOM BACK and I want to sue for restitution for being labelled CRAZY which is not a CRIME in this country and mental illness if I have on is not ground to violate my rights with SAG AFTRA. I want BLAKE SHIELDS to tell people the truth. I LOVED BEING ON SETS and if a guy loves acting it does not mean I will want him. I do not smoke. I do not drink. And I love yoga and horses. I hate guns and violence. I am not copying BLAKE with my actions. I am being ME. FUCK VENICE Beach AND the friends of blake shieldS WHO WILL NOT ACCEPT i loved ACTING BEFORE I MET HIM AND I WAS DOING YOGA BEFORE I MET HIM AND I WAS NOT A REPUBLICAN OR WASP WHEN I MET HIM.

that meant I got to be with SAG AFTRA and work with actors and be an actor. It did not mean I had MEAN PEOPLE here try to make me be useful. Like this punk kid in my program at SMC who I have heard praising Scientology while he keeps making comments about what lawyers are like in my film class around me. And well one of the students made some comment to him about crying on a set was not professional and I got the sense they were talking about me. I broke down in tears when Jeremy Gilbreathe got into my space once on a set. Would they have preferred I punched him?