I am going to post the email from twitter banning my account. Do you think it is so bad that I deserved to be permanently banned? I will warn you I get really angry with CASSANDRA. My language in the emails is very ADULT. I am so tired of being nice and being walked on. To my knowledge my twitter account was never suspended or locked before 2020. All of a sudden after Biden became President, and I voted for him, and Jeff Leiber who I now know knows Blake Shields as he wrote an episode he worked on for the show THE WHOLE TRUTH, blocked me, My account is repeatedly reported 5 times starting in February of 2020. I am a Democrat and I wanted Republicans out of my life and their Christian Nationalism and Puritan mentally unhealthy toxic viewpoints. Read these tweets I am being punished for. Cassandra Taylor says she did not tell me to stop talking about GILBREATHE and yet she had me banned for saying I hoped Gilbreathe was suffering as much as I have. I am human and I am ruined and have no future. I am not interested in being a teacher or nun. I still want my acting career. I want my self respect and sense of honor back. I want justice. I want to have what I earned. The respect and right to say I AM SAG AFTRA. If no one hires me to be an actor. OK. But I really do not care about having a future where I can never work to be a working SAG AFTRA ACTOR.

I also filled a complaint against an account that same day and was told there behavior was fine.

I am ARTISTICHOPE.com but I did not get the idea from OBAMA. The OBAMA HOPE POSTER came out in 2008. I came up with it in 2005 when I had cancer. I developed the idea further in a class in the Spring of 2007 on Entertainment Career exploration. That was the year before I was terminated from the industry. I started writing about the arts in 2009.

There has been a repeated pattern with this. I try to take legal action to get justice and I get punished using social media.
Who ever reported my account started emailing me. They are so horrible to me and contradict themselves. I have not been able to read half of what they have written to me because it infuriates me. They say I do not know them and yet they have determined that I am lying and that I deserved to be kicked off sets for good. Kind of makes me wonder who CASSANDRA TAYLOR IS? I have 41 different email conversations with this woman, if she is a woman. ironically at the same time I get emails from her my email and spam folder get flooded with GOP Republican emails from Alexandria, Virginia.
Cassandra appears to be in the UK. I want to point out that one of the last FIlms JEREMY GILBREATHE did was a UK film. What away to get around me being able to sue them right? But TWITTER IS HERE IN CALIFORNIA. I have blocked Cassandra now and yet she is still emailing me in my spam folder and I have made copies of those emails as well. My computer freezes up now if I try to email her back in the spam folder. I suspect who ever she is, she is connected to the person who set up Arne Star’s account to email me I am insane. Alex Solowitz who attacked calling me crazy. they also seem to be upset with me for some of my posts online about Blake Shields and also about certain industry GOP people. Yet they claim to not like Trump or believe in a GOD.

I intend to post most of the emails. I am trying to protect privacy information. But clearly Cassandra has either been stalking me for a time or she is some how connected to the troll who abused me for years. At one point someone was signing me up for gay dating sites in the UK. I am not gay. I am straight. I do not have any STDs and I was a good student who just wanted to be able to have a fun and exciting life. I loved acting and using my imagination and Cassandra thinks my thinking I have creative talent means my elevator does not go up to the top floor.

Cassandra thinks I am not ADULTING. Being an adult means I decide my own life. I decide what I think. I think she is not mentally healthy and TOXIC. I wish someone would expose to me who she really is. She says she did not tell me to not talk about JEREMY GILBREATHE BUT She says I was a problem on sets. I followed the rules. I was a regular on multiple sets. I did not show up to work drunk or high. I also would not disrespect a recall for a show. The word “problem” is the way the industry calls women who stand up to sexual harassments. I think it is grounds for me to SUE CASSANDRA and TWITTER and SAG AFTRA. I was never told what I did to warrant all the abuse. Now they are making up reasons and have pushed me to such a point of despair that people are going to believe the lie even if they are half a world away from me. I am a woman who can not go against her own principals. I will not be letting any man into my life to use me as their wife. I am disabled but even if I was not you can not make me just go get a jor and be stuck in misery for ever. IF politicians want to know why there are homeless people in America. It is because getting people jobs is not the answer to helping people be mentally healthy.

I want a lawyer to sue TWITTER AND SAG AFTRA PLEASE.

I know the first Amendment. I am very familiar with obscenity law. What confuses me about twitter is how it does not seem to apply the same standards to all content creators on the site. How verified accounts can behave the same as accounts they appear to eliminate. I am especially upset because for five years I was abused and twitter did nothing to stop it. I am now of the mind set that the reason they did nothing is because my father is a government agent retired and my parents are WASPs. I am not. Jack who runs twitter practices the same form of medication as Blake Shield Abramovitz and from my perspective I have been bullied for being an extra and not royalty. I am for the Constitution and not the Bible. I have screen shot much of my old twitter account. Twitter is being used to steal art for NFTs and for NFT generation. Taking my twitter away from me is financially damaging and slanderous to my reputation. It is enough that people have decided I am crazy because I still want an acting career.
My life has been destroyed. Everything I wanted to accomplish is over. I am not interested in getting a job and being forced to work to buy a house so I can be trapped in a small town in the middle of America with people who only care about their church and nothing beyond their existence. I am sick of being tapped in an apartment in Los Angeles. I loved my life on sets. I loved being on different sets every day and being someone else. I had all these ideas for stories and for moves and TV shows and characters. I loved writing poetry. I am not going to be happy if I can not be with the SAG AFTRA membership. I had a plan to work production and acting. The only art form I cared about was me being able to be an actor. Cassandra Taylor says I will go crazy and hurt people GO AND LOOK AT THE TWITTER ATTACKS. The person who threatened me for years said the same things. WELCOME TO DYSTOPIAN AMERICA. This feels like a dystopian movie where someone can gas light me into being who they want and not let me be myself.

I also want to sue my parents for abuse and slander. My father is a retired government agent and I fear he had used his position to destroy me. I would be a working actor now. My parents never were supportive of me or woudl accept me for who I am. they are both TRUMP SUPPORTERS. MY FHATER TREATS ME LIKE I AM ONE OF HIS CRIMIALS WHEN i WOULD NEVER WANT TO GET INTO TROUBLE IN SCHOOL OR ON SET.

I do not care if she thinks I am delusional. I am aware of my age, health, and looks. I am aware I am not rich. But I have worked on sets with people who were homeless and working to be actors. SO THIS WOMAN has no right to call me delusional. THERE ARE CONVICED CONVICTS who are now working actors. Acting is not exclusive club for the rich and IVY LEAGUE. Cassandra is not even realizing how mean she is or the fact that she is judging my life from a continent away. I do not know her. She has said that in the emails. She does not know the actors and celebrities I have crossed paths with. SHE DOES NOT LIVE IN LOS ANGELES. I hate to tell her this but HOLLYWODD IS not how HOLLYWOOD paints itself on TV and in FILM.

I have alot more of these emails. But these are the most recent that were in MY SPAM FOLDER. I have blocked her email.

I appealed and twitter tells me that the account will never be unsuspended. SO I LOST THE AUDIENCE I was building to be a working actor. My parents told me that no one liked me when I was blacklisted from sets. Well I never want to be the kind of person my parents would like. I am never going to care about being successful without acting. I am never going to want to be a door mat to other people.
I do not want to help people buy and sell things. I do not want to work as an advocate if I myself can not get justice. I want to be hired as an actor. I will NEVER CARE ABOUT MY BOSS OR DOING A GOOD JOB FOR ANYONE AGAIN when I worked for and earned SAG AFTRA and they can treat me like I AM TRASH because of their NAZI ATTITUDE ABOUT WHAT MAKES UP AN ACTOR.

I went to law school because I believed in the first amendment. I will not be silenced. I will not be made to go shut up when I think something is wrong. I did not go to law school to get rich or to be powerful. I went to law school because I was convinced as a child the only way I would be allowed to be an actor was if I was a lawyer.
Twitter says they will not unsuspend my account. I think someone paid them to take it away from me or the government did this for my parents. I feel like someone is trying to drive me to suicide if I do not stop wanting to be an actor. I feel like someone is trying to kill me and I will die if I can not be an actor.
I am never going to have real friends again if I can not be a working actor. I am never going to get a FUCKING JOB if I can not be a workng actor. Every time I was going out to art events I was trying to create a job. BLOGGING IS A JOB. WRITNG IS A JOB. ACTINTG IS A JOB. EDITING IS A JOB. And I would rather be free to chose who I work with then be forced to be the slave of an employer where I feel trapped in an office and I can not make my dreams come true. I DO NOT CARE ABOUT ECONMICS OR FINANCE. I LOVED ACTING AND BEING ON SETS.