First off, I was really upset the day I showed up to be told i was on a “watcher” list by Disney. When I got home I emailed a British reporter I knew about what happened. I kind of felt it was ELi Stone because of the fact that the crew showed up on Grey’s and well they found out from that crew I said I was a lawyer, and well apparently they did not believe it. Note I am not sure if they were told I was a lawyer or not, but I know they were told i was playing one. Also Jeff OLan actually encouraged me to call Disney and told me who to ask for even. I also wanted to know about a friend of mine who was dying of cancer, but I got no response. To this day, I think that is horrid on OLan’s offices part. I also talked to SAG- I was non-union when this happened. I spoke with a lawyer- LAURA RICHIE- who told me she would investigate and get back to me and that maybe I should talk to the AFL-CIO. I never heard from anyone. I also seriously thought Scientology was part of this. I still l kind of do. Being attacked or brutalized by people I don’t even know, makes no sense to me. It is blind hate and that kind of hate I typically would only see in something like racial or religious bigotry. I am a CATHOLIC Buddhist. I believe there is some higher power, but I am not big on going to church on Sunday. Last time I checked, there are many people who are like me and only go to church around the Holidays- so why single me out. I also don’t buy into the Jesus loves you stuff because frankly I think if he were alive today he would be mad at most of us. Jeff also LIED in his email to me, because I told him “Disney” said I was on a list, and if he knows my dad did it, than I should be able to get a lawyer to sue Homeland Security for violating my rights. Jeff actually wrote to me and told me he was told I could never work for ABC again. Also Lisa Labonte was an extra I met on Grey’s who sent me a room to rent in Los Feliz. The room mate I had ended up being insane and her dog bit me twice. Seriously at one point I ended up locked in the manager’s apartment with the manager while my room mate screamed at us and I also called the police on her. Labonte also had some bad habits when it came to partying and I was not interested in hanging with her anymore- she drank way too much. She knew I was taking classes and when we went out I would end up taking care of her by the end of the night and I would have exams and stuff i needed to get done the next day. I would have to stay with her until the wee hours of the morning because she was too intoxicated to drive and I think her car was a stick shift or something. I had a hard time driving it. I also left a jacket I really loved in her car and she never gave it back to me. I actually at a SAG event ran into an actor from Greys as part of a Q&A. Someone took a picture of the two of us together. Not sure who. He made some remark to be about his going out with friends to drink. He used to go to the same bar that Lisa and I went to. I also used to go there on my own just to hang out and watch people and not drink. I liked the music on the juke box and would need a break from studying. Laura Tui was also a background artist i had met on Grey’s. She actually knew I had the cancer, and knew I had a hernia because she went to the doctors with me when I had procedures to look inside my stomach in 2007 and then emails me after I am told I am on a list. She was kind of stuck up and mean to me the last time I worked with her on Grey’s so I stopped talking to her. Laura was studying to be a nurse. Personally my mother is a nurse and I don’t want to turn into her. I know posting these will make me look crazy. But showing up to a set to be told i was on a list when I did nothing wrong pushed me emotionally to being honest about how I felt. I think it is not right that I would be treated the way that I was when people knew i was physically ill, had lost the breasts to cancer, and had said the only thing that kept me going was being on sets. So lets have me show up to a job to be told i can never work there again while other people drive in making comments about how they protect their own- shall we. the day before I heard people also talking about sexual harassment as though I had sexually harassed someone. Problem is I never worked with anyone I was interested in dating with ABC. Blake the only actor I knew who I liked and who I liked back worked on HBO and SHOWTIME Shows. Note too, I never say I will get a gun, but that my father has them. I also note that some nut job on a set actually told me how to kill myself. That guy is probably still working. And if my father did have me put on a list- the GOVERNMENT needs to pay for listening to him (and frankly ABC let it happen, and also for allowing this to happen to me and go this far. I have no way to pay my rent. I have no way to get a job I WILL CARE ABOUT. Don’t you get it- I need to not only love what I do, but be respected for being good at it, and by taking me off sets- I lost the one thing I was the most proud of. I will never be proud about having a law degree. I will always know I was better on a set than I would ever be anywhere else. And destroying that to what- make me have a “normal life.” Well the first guy that ever kissed me was a professional magician- I AM NOT NORMAL and proud of that. I am also not a freak, a weirdo, and I am a descent woman. I am a dork, but I also like to work out and frankly Can’t stand men who don’t take care of themselves physically. Please ALSO NOTE: JEFF OLAN knew about my accident. They knew I had an accident on a set with ABC crew from ELI STONE and I would not be surprised if they also did not know it was a SESSIONS payroll accident. I should add the only person in all of this I did kiss was Johnny Ponzio years ago when we worked together on Cranivale. He kept insinuating around this time that he was going home to help with “the family business,” as though I needed to do the same. Since when is the government a family business, and since when do we make people work for it, especially women. Three days after Carnivale wrapped, Johnny called me up, and the funny thing is a background guy on the show warned me he was going to call me. He left a message telling me that he was not seeing anyone seriously and that maybe I should not either. I told him off. I left a scalding message on his phone telling him I was not interested in well being USED by him. I also at this point found out he was dating Cynthia Youngblood, or so I was told, who later became a utility stand in on Grey’s Anatomy. IK actually complained to Jeff Olan about her doing things to try to get me into trouble with the crew on Grey’s just weeks before I showed up to be told I was on this list by Disney. I was also gluten intolerant and did not know it. Gluten intolerance can cause depression, and ADHD. Note Michael John Lovern is a former employee of homeland security. A friend of Jeff OLan and also apparently McCann- the Senator where my family lives, and he worked on sets with me. He also used to flirt with me and I now know he is married. At the same time I was never interested. He is old enough to be MY DAD. IN fact, I once told Him who my father was, and he recognized the name. Note also that REEF KARIM is a man I dated once back in 2002/3. He tried to get me to do a threesome with me, and his friend Thomas Mathias told me that i would date him one day even though I told him I was not interested. I would bring up what happened with Disney to Thomas and he would act weird to me about it as though he knew and why and at one point he was on my FB page so i looked, this was before he told me I would go out with him. Of course he also told me some really bad things about Clooney and I kind of got angry with him. Clooney is not the type of man I would get involved with, but I still liked his work and well you don’t slander people’s heroes. When I found Reef on Thomas’s FB I kicked him off mine. I worked Private Practice once, right before they had me put on a list. I never saw Reef there, though I know he worked in a film with the DP of “THE THIN RED LINE” a film which stars Nick Stalhs again whose stand in Jeremy abused me repeatedly and also starred my former teacher WILL WALLCE. I don’t want to bring the other girl into this, though we were friends and we lived together for about a month. My father has repeatedly told me that he had nothing to do with this, but he has also made comments like “They won’t let you work on sets anymore” and yet he claims he does not know who “they is.” He has told me that he owns me. He has told me that everyone knows i am a problem, and “problem source” is a term used in Scientology, or so they tried to explain to me. I later found out he did talk to my producer of the short “ABS” who sent me emails telling me I needed to start being responsible now. And what- age discriminate against me and make me get a job outside the industry so I can end up with someone like PONZIO. I slave in some law office somewhere so the man in my life gets to live his dreams while I work myself to an early grave after having cancer twice. NICE. Also taking me OFF SETS was irresponsible. I spent all this time training to do digital media and training to make films and with photo shop and photography and building websites and I get blacklisted and cut off from my friends and everyone I knew after 5 years. AND I SHOULD STRESS I DID NOT MAKE GOOD FRIENDS IN LAW SCHOOL. I found most people there too obsessed with power games and money for my taste. I received a series of emails from Johnny Ponzio in 2009 which I am trying to find copies of. I know I printed them out but they appear to be missing. IN those emails he practically begged for us to go out and have coffee. I refused. I was not interested in him. He was no longer a guy I respected. My JOB meant just as much to me as any man. I don’t think like your typical female. I need to be respected. I need to be trusted to do a good job. I needed to stay on sets and work. My being able to pay my own way and work on sets and do what I wanted with my life was more important to be me than being a guys girlfriend. And I was not going to out out and be a lawyer while the man in my life sat on his tush and did nothing. In other words, I was not interesting in being his SUGAR MOMMA. If he wanted to be my “friend” and I use that term loosely since he did imply years before he wanted to do me, then he needed to understand I wanted a man who would be able to take care of me. After all, I walked away from an ex boyfriend who offered to pay off all my debts completely if I gave up the idea of coming to Cali, however, I doubt I would have done any acting at all, be working at all right now and miserable and would not be WALKING. With my health issues, if I had stayed back in DC, I would not have survived the cancer because the doctors back there would not have discovered my other health issues in time. I also lied to him, but it was more of an oversight. I think I told him I did not know any actors on the show “Heroes.” Keep in mind I had not seen the show yet at the time, and I had just met and been hit on by an actor named “David Lawrence” who told me he was cast in this show, but it was not PUBLIC knowledge yet. I never went out with David and he later told me he friended Blake Shields and well started acting kind of TOO interested in me, if you know what i mean and jealous and i don’t like that. In other words, Jeff had asked me about actors on that show, and I did not know yet that Blake Shields was in the cast AT ALL. NOTE: JEFF OLAN both tells me that he was told by production to get rid of me because of an incident and that ABC told the production to get rid of me. So which is TRUE- ABC told them to get rid of me, or the production itself got rid of me due to an incident, or as seems to be the case, ABC told them to get rid of me and they came up with a non-descriptive reason. I wish I had talked in the emails about what DEMSPEY and DANE said the last day I was there. I think I just could not believe what they were saying and did not want to believe they with all the money they have would even bother destroying my life. AN incident can be anything by the way, and apparently can be made up after the fact too. I kept telling him I HAD AN ACCIDENT On a set, that my health was not good, and this was not RIGHT. I ALSO DID NOT GO INTO Jeff’s OFFICE CRYING BUT LEFT IT CRYING. I acutally told him that day that if I got him into a witness stand I would be able to prove he was lying with the number of contradictions he kept giving me, let alone a seasoned lawyer. Jeff thought I dated BLAKE hence probably the question about “Heroes” and he also told me that Blake and I quote “married that girl.” I have no idea what girl he was talking about and frankly the only thing I have ever been told about his girlfriend is that she is a Scientologist. I did not know Blake was in a relationship at all until roughly 2006 and we had a work friendship and mutual attraction that never went further than that. And I don’t care if people think I am crazy for sayting this. God made me to be a certain type of person. I don’t like deception or lies and yet I love to make up characters and well ACT. To kill the passion I have and the love I have for the craft, would be making me miserable and making me feel like I will never have true fun again for the rest of my life. Is that the AMERICAN DREAM- to live to make money to save up so in 20 years then I can have fun again when I “retire.” but what if having a vacation and sitting on my butt being lazy on a beach is NOT my idea of fun? Also I had friends who were athiest. I kind of think it is ironic. I mean I have some kind of faith, though not to be prejudicial against anyone’s beliefs, and I get blacklisted. Of course I knew a guy at the magic castle and his ex girlfriend and I had a huge falling out in the friend department and she was both a law student, an atheist, and well at least one of her friends was a very devote Scientologist. I once went out with her and this Scientology friend of his and this other guy cornered me at the restaruant table and both kissed my cheeks. there is a discriminatory photo out there somewhere. Finally my father recently told me i should have kept my mouth shut and I would still be working. But I never talked when they were shooting or when I was not supposed to, so I assume he meant I said something I should not have. My response to him was, so I was supposed to let Jeremy Gilbreathe continue to bully me and just TAKE IT. He has also said I forfeited my rights when I said or did something. Since when can a US citizen have their rights revoked without due process? JEFF OLAN told me my father did it, but I never told him that, and he also wrote to me and told me that ABC told PRODUCTION- IE GREY’s I was never to work for them on their sets. Keep in mind the accident I had was with a SESSIONS PAYROLL comapany that worked with Grey’s and that the AD on the GOODS where I was tripped was went to college in MD where I was from (and I fought to walk from an accident and run again in 1997 though I only got to the point I could run short distances if necessary for work or to catch a bus) and she had worked with me on an ABC show called ELI STONE.

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